Hey yoiu guys I dunno if I told you but when I lost my virginity when I was 11, it was to a guy named daniel who was 14 at the time. Well yesterday he called me out of the blue from oklahoma. And we got along alright and were talking on the computer this morning and were getting along until he started badmouthing my friend and saying weird stuff like josh should have/could have been his. Then we got into it. I started telling him off saying to grow up and to quit harrassing underaged girls and things like that. This guy has like, 3 restraining orders put on him from girls and their parents. Plus hes been in jail for grand theft auto, credit card fraud, and drugs. Then he got pissed off and started calling me a little girl saying I was a bad mom and that my baby was going to get taken away. He said I need to grow up and quit living off mommy. (this coming from a high-school dropout, who is 19 and still lives with his moms friends.) then he started talking about how rich he is and how he is going to college (he is supposedly working 60 hours a week for 10.50 and going to college too, when he dropped out of high school) then he said he got his ged and when I told him to fax me a copy he couldnt find it. He is such a loser. So then I old him to goto hell and signed off. I sign back on later and he had sent me an email saying he was sorry and didnt mean it and he knows I am doing my best and that I would die for josh and that he misses me. Ugh....He makes me sick.
Also, I was in my room with my friend fal last night, when the phone rang. My brother picked it up and told my mom that it was camerin. She told him that hes not allowed to call and to stay away from me. Well fal called him back and he was all pissed off saying that she was a !**@! and that he should be able to see josh and I if he wanted too (notice how he said josh too, lol, I thought it was funny.) and that he hadnt done anything. Well I told him that if he wanted to be able to see or talk to me, he would have to talk to mom, in person, and tell her how he feels. And all this great stuff. And at first he was like hell no I dont want to talk to that !**@! and stuff liek that, then he calmed down a bit. We had to get off the phone cuz larry was coming. Well I wrote him a note saying that if he really anted to talk to me and see me, then he would do it, andi would understand if I wasnt worth it. But I told him I miss him like crazy but he needed to do this if he really wanted to prove himself. Falisha gave it to him so I guess we will see what happens.
Sorry I just needed vent a little. All this drama!
Well! That first guy is just stupid! Stay away from him! You don't need to put up with bulpl$hit like that! And cameron. Well, lets see how that works out. I know you care about him. Now lets see if he can be a "man" and talk to your mom and stuff! Good luck huni!
Lol thanks. I am so tired of guys. If I didn't care about this one so much I would say screw them all. If he actually does talk to my mom, I will be amazed. Still, don't want to jump into anything. I wrote in that letter last night when I was telling him he has to talk to my mom, that he confuses me and I have no idea what I am to him anymore. Because he tells my friend he still loves me and comes over and we made out that night, then acts like it never happened and doesn't talk about it. So I told him to make up his incredibly mind and let me know. Lol. In a nicer way though. But yeah, I miss him lots.....I am dying for some booty but hey, I have gone without since december 31 of last year, so lets see how long I last. Plus, maybe it will help my mom to learn to trust me!