Hey girls,
i really need you all right now. I've been dealing with some friendship crap for the past week. Remember lauren~the one I was "kissing" (not really!) in the 4th of july pic. Well, I just got this e-mail from her:
ok...Look...
I know you think i've been acting 'funny' lately...But this is me...I don't feel the connection we used to have anymore...And no its not bc of kim and no it's not because of josh...Bc that's the two reasons I know you are probably thinking it is...I just don't feel the same way that I used to about you...I mean yea I love you to death but I just dont feel that I can be as close to you as I used to be....There are many reasons for that...But you asked me to give you a reason for the way that I have been acting...And this is it....So please stop blowing my phone up...And stop poppin up at my house....But I do want to thank you for everything that you've done for me...And thank you for being there for me over these last few months.....
Sincerely,
lauren jo
so, I called her after I read this. And I was like. what! Well, she didn't say much. Just said that she "needs time" and "doesn't know" and "it's not me it's her". Like a doing it relationship! Man.... I don't understand what I did wrong. I kept asking her while we were on the phone and she really kept telling me that I didn't do anything and it was all her and I was bawling my eyes out

. I hate to fight with friends and I ..... Man. This caca is hard.........
Anyway, I just needed to get this out.
Love ya,
chanda