My father told my brother that he had a dream that he raped and killed my daughter which is his 8 year old granddaughter in between our houses and when he woke from the dream he had semen all over himself. My dad was crying saying that he does not want to do that over and over again and just kept saying that over and over again. My dad was drinking when he told my brother about his dream.
I need to know what this means becuase my father touched me sexually when I was about 15 years old and about 3 weeks ago I told my mother that I have a feeling that my father is going to have feelings for my daughter that a grandfather doesn't have for their grandchildren when she gets older and then today my brother told me this. I live about 50 feet away from my father and I need to know what anyone thinks this might mean. I can't even sleep at night, I won't even let my daughter go to his house anymore or even play outside because I can't look at my father without feeling disgusted!!
Thank you!!