Sorry to disappoint you but theres no need to test

I thought this was my month but I was extremely wrong

this is probably the worst I have felt in a very long time

I have done nothing but cry since tuesday, everytime I go to the pody its a constant reminder that my body obviously hates me

i'm not trying to feel sorry for myself its just so hard to get over the fact that trying for three months and you get nothing

I know people try for years and then conceive but I cant keep doing this it crushes my heart everytime and I hate it! I just know i'm going to be one of the women who planned there life around children and then finds out she can never have one of her own I just know it! Sorry for the let down but thanks for everything!! You guys have been great!!
Luv lee