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Q: Why Do I Feel Like This?

asked by: KissyBai912 on August 31st, 2004

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Note: I took this from another post and added a bit more and made it into its own subject.

I am a little on the downside today. But not that bad.I saw camerin at the football game the other night and he asked if he could hold josh and I let him. And then all our old friends started saying o that must be camerins baby and blah blah blah it was a little embarrassing but he never denies it or says anything so its a little akward but I dunno. I miss him so much though. I miss talking to him! He is so sweet and so good with josh! It was funny though because everyone seems to think that josh is his and I dont really know why. But im tired of correcting it so ill just let ppl think what they wanna. It was funny though because when he was holdin him he was jokin around goin "so are u mine buddy" I think he might still have a bit of doubt about him being dewitts. Although I thought he know it wasnt even possible that josh is his. I guess maybe its just wishful thinking. But yeah I miss him a lot! Even as just a friend. I mean I don't know why, but I still think about and talk about him constantly! I just cannot seem to let go. Even while dewitt and I were "together" I was still wishing he was camerin. My mom told me about 8 months ago its because he was my "first love" but I don't know. Shouldn't my feelings have faded a little by now? I want him now more tha ever and I just don't know why! Any thoughts or advice?

Replies(11)

tweety12986

replied on August 31st, 2004

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I think you should try and talk to camerin about how you feel and find out how he feels about you, and go from there.

KissyBai912

replied on August 31st, 2004

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Thing is, he wrote me a letter a while back telling me he still loved me and missed me and all that great stuff. And he knows I miss him and still have feelings for him (or he should, I have written him letters and also we have a mutual friend, who we both talk to about each other and she is always telling one what the other said, lol) but when we see each other it is kind of like, we dont know what to do anymore. Ya know? We had the one great night but its different when we are in public. It always has been. He isn't mean or anything, it just seems like he doesn't want to be up front, (he is never up front about his feelings) and he kind of avoooids eye contact. I dont know. I have no idea what our problem is. But my mom doesnt want me seeing him because she thinks I will sneak out all the time and end up pregnant again cuz shes an fool. Also, he smokes pot. But it doesn't bother me too much. He did coke a few times, and that really bothered me, but from what everyone tells me, he hasn't done it since I talked to him about it. (ppl are pretty reliable, but I would still like proof) so the pot doesnt bother me much, cuz I used to do it, and my mom still does it, so I dont see where she has any room to judge. But I don't know. I am so confused and really need advice.

tweety12986

replied on August 31st, 2004

Active User, very eHealthy

Well it seems like you two are just shy he is the typical boy when he wont talk around you or make eye contact.... Its really cute though. I say just call him up and talk on the phone its easier for most boys to talk that way.

bellax0x

replied on August 31st, 2004

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I say you give it another try. If it doesnt work out then it doesnt and you dont have tokeep wondering.. What if?? You know??

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