Joined: 25 Aug 2003 Posts: 1762 Location: Venice, Florida
Why Do I Feel Like This? Posted: 08-31-04 18:02pm
Note: I took this from another post and
added a bit more and made it into its own
subject.
I am a little on the downside today. But
not that bad.I saw camerin at the football
game the other night and he asked if he
could hold josh and I let him. And then
all our old friends started saying o that
must be camerins baby and blah blah blah
it was a little embarrassing but he never
denies it or says anything so its a little
akward but I dunno. I miss him so much
though. I miss talking to him! He is so
sweet and so good with josh! It was funny
though because everyone seems to think
that josh is his and I dont really know
why. But im tired of correcting it so ill
just let ppl think what they wanna. It
was funny though because when he was
holdin him he was jokin around goin "so
are u mine buddy" I think he might still
have a bit of doubt about him being
dewitts. Although I thought he know it
wasnt even possible that josh is his. I
guess maybe its just wishful thinking.
But yeah I miss him a lot! Even as just a
friend. I mean I don't know why, but I
still think about and talk about him
constantly! I just cannot seem to let go.
Even while dewitt and I were "together" I
was still wishing he was camerin. My mom
told me about 8 months ago its because he
was my "first love" but I don't know.
Shouldn't my feelings have faded a little
by now? I want him now more tha ever and
I just don't know why! Any thoughts or
advice?
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tweety12986
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 Jun 2004 Posts: 772 Location: houston
Posted: 08-31-04 18:11pm
I think you should try and talk to camerin
about how you feel and find out how he
feels about you, and go from there.
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KissyBai912
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 Aug 2003 Posts: 1762 Location: Venice, Florida
Posted: 08-31-04 18:18pm
Thing is, he wrote me a letter a while
back telling me he still loved me and
missed me and all that great stuff. And
he knows I miss him and still have
feelings for him (or he should, I have
written him letters and also we have a
mutual friend, who we both talk to about
each other and she is always telling one
what the other said, lol) but when we see
each other it is kind of like, we dont
know what to do anymore. Ya know? We had
the one great night but its different when
we are in public. It always has been. He
isn't mean or anything, it just seems like
he doesn't want to be up front, (he is
never up front about his feelings) and he
kind of avoooids eye contact. I dont
know. I have no idea what our problem is.
But my mom doesnt want me seeing him
because she thinks I will sneak out all
the time and end up pregnant again cuz
shes an fool. Also, he smokes pot. But
it doesn't bother me too much. He did
coke a few times, and that really bothered
me, but from what everyone tells me, he
hasn't done it since I talked to him about
it. (ppl are pretty reliable, but I would
still like proof) so the pot doesnt bother
me much, cuz I used to do it, and my mom
still does it, so I dont see where she has
any room to judge. But I don't know. I
am so confused and really need advice.
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tweety12986
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 Jun 2004 Posts: 772 Location: houston
Posted: 08-31-04 20:13pm
Well it seems like you two are just shy he
is the typical boy when he wont talk
around you or make eye contact.... Its
really cute though. I say just call him
up and talk on the phone its easier for
most boys to talk that way.
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bellax0x
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Jun 2004 Posts: 3572 Location: Jersey Baby!
Posted: 08-31-04 20:15pm
I say you give it another try. If it
doesnt work out then it doesnt and you
dont have tokeep wondering.. What if??
You know??
<3
gaby
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insurancegirl
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Joined: 25 Sep 2003 Posts: 5286
Posted: 09-01-04 09:53am
Last edited by insurancegirl on 11-26-04 15:19pm; edited 1 time in total
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KissyBai912
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 Aug 2003 Posts: 1762 Location: Venice, Florida
Posted: 09-01-04 14:00pm
It makes a lot of sense! That is the
smartest thing you have ever said! Lol.
I thought about the wait until I am 18
thing and it is a good idea. But I miss
hugs and kisses and being held! He is the
best at all 3! Lol! Seriously, I would
rather just sit there and be held because
he is so warm and just really comforting.
My friend falishia was supposed to give
him a letter from me today that said I
miss him and wanna talk. Maybe I will get
some kind of firsthand response! Lol.
Good thing is, camerin knows how to work
and actually has a job! Lmao. Unlike
certain guys I know. Lol.
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insurancegirl
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Joined: 25 Sep 2003 Posts: 5286
Posted: 09-01-04 14:36pm
Last edited by insurancegirl on 11-26-04 15:20pm; edited 1 time in total
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tweety12986
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 Jun 2004 Posts: 772 Location: houston
Posted: 09-01-04 17:29pm
Good luck chrissy!!!! Be like the
canadians and always get your man.Lol
meagan
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KissyBai912
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 Aug 2003 Posts: 1762 Location: Venice, Florida
Posted: 09-01-04 18:45pm
I dont get it??? Lol.
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kitty_55
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 18 Aug 2003 Posts: 1473 Location: Canada
Posted: 09-01-04 18:55pm
What do you mean by "be like the canadians
and always get your man"???
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little_woman
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 04 Mar 2004 Posts: 765
Posted: 09-01-04 20:06pm
That one is news to me....But yeah he
sounds like a shy little thing, but go for
it! You deserve a guy!
