All I want to do is sleep. I have never felt more exhausted than I do right now. I have been sleeping 11-12 hours a night recently because my normal 8 hrs was not helping any more. I have an appt with a rheumatologist in a few days. My hx is: diagnosis of subcutaneous lupus after several years of rashes that did not clear with topical steriods - biopsy done that showed lupus. I had fatigue and joint pains. I was put on plaquenil which worked. I stopped it because I was working overseas and could not get it, but I did fine - minor problems but I avoided the sun and rested a lot. My labs were always borderline until just before I went to work overseas and had a false positive vdrl but did not follow-up with that because it happened just before I left.
Because of my job, I am in and out of the heat and sun all day - I work in home health care. I was ok until this summer when I just reached the point of exhaustion. I just thought I needed some time off and went to the beach with my daughter and grandson. I was not in the sun a lot but some and I used sunscreen. It has been downhill from there. Rash on my face, back, chest, etc. Joints are hurting. Big time forgetfulness and concentration problems. Ringing in my ears day and night. The exhaustion. I already took steps to leave homecare and work inside of our hospital because I know I cannot do the heat and sun anymore.
Last winter I had a serious gi upset that threw me in the hospital for a week. It came on suddenly but was horrible. They did find polyps and a lesion in my stomach but did not know what the lesion was - just a benign lesion they said. The gi doctor was not sure if it was lupus related but up until a couple of weeks ago I continued with gi problems. The problems resolved just as quickly as they began.
I do not know why I am posting here. I think it is because I feel like I am absolutely crazy - sooo many complaints. My urine output has changed and has been foamy. I guess I just dread going to the doctor and the possibility of hearing "everything is normal" when I feel so awful. Thank you for listening.