I thought that going back to school was going to be easy, since iy was only twice a week and saturdays for a few hours. But i'm sooo stressed out, I never left elijah until he was 2, jeremiah is only going on 3 weeks. I feel like crying everytime I think about it. But I really want to finish, if I take a semester off he will only be three months when I go back which is still young. I waited so long to go back I don't want to take time off, but I feel like i'm being a bad mom for leaving him. It's only tues. & thurs. For about 4 hours and sat. From 800 a.M. To 100 p.M., and he will be with his dad so I guess it's okay. Or am I just trying to convince myself that it will be okay. I really thought that I had another week or so classes usaully start after labor day weekend. I still have not established a good sleeping time for myself, by the time I get all my house work done I go to sleep everyday the earliest has been 200 a.M. So far, and I i have to wake up at 600 tommorrow. I can't believe I have to go to school tommorrow .
Awww hun I know its hard... But its still good that ur going back to school, I know a lot of girls who have already put it off. Im not going back till danica's one year (pretty long time!) but dont feel bad. Its hard for u to leave him so young but ur doing good by going back to school and finishing off early. Its only a few hours a week and ur not neglecting ur child or anything! Dont worry, ur being a great mom!