Hey girls I am so p*ssed right now!! Ok
well my cousin is here jen is she 13..
She has been here since tuesday.. Well
anyways she was suppose to go see her
other cousin but when she called her
cousin was at the movies so her and jen
arent doing anything anymore. Well my mom
is going to trevors house tonight for
dinner. So I am stuck with jen...God jen
p*ssing me off so much I can't stand her!!

and my mom knows that. So I asked my mom
if she had to go to trevors house cuz she
is gonna see him on sat and she is going
to be spending all week with him they are
going camping and I am staying home by
myself... So my mom says either you come
to trevors with me or you stay home...God
I dont like it there... There is nothing
to do at all and he is making lamb for
dinner and I dont eat lamb... Like f*ck
my mom doesnt have to go tonight. Me, jen
and my mom were going to go shopping
yesursday but we didnt so I thought we
would go tonight but .N.O. My mom is
going to trevors and im stuck with jen...
Shes a brat she thinks she so cool and she
always makes fun of me cuz I dont party...
She says " I dont see how you can be a
part of my family cuz oyu dont party."
well ummmm hello I have learned my lesson
of drinking and sh*t and no I dont like tp
party cuz it is so stupid. I .H.A.T.E
people who are drunk I can't stand it...
But yesursday my friend cassie came over
and she brough a snake with her

I doing it hate
snakes they are sooo gross. Well her and
jen were trying to get it close to me and
I started to freak out. Jen was holding
it than came so close to me I was so
p*ssed. Like that isnt cool they know I
am so scared of it and they still did
it... Any cassie just moved like 5 mins
away from me and she wanted me and jen to
walk her home but I didnt want to cuz I
had to have a shower cuz me and jen were
gonna go shopping later on.. Well when I
was getting dressed to walk cassie home,
jen and her started talking and now me and
jen are suppose to go to a party tommrrow.
Like if I go to a party I .D.O.N.T. Want
to go with jen. She is so immature. I
really dont like her!! So I dunno whats
happeing tommrrow. I dont want to go at
all....
Than my friend melanie we use to always
hang out like everyday but I havent seen
her in like 3 weeks. Like we use to
always talk on the phone and sh*t now we
barley do... Its like she doesnt want to
be my friend or something I dunno
Back to my mom and trevor. Like my mom
should stay home with me cuz she knows how
much jen p*sses me off.... F*ck I am
soooo mad right now!!!!

and I know my mom she wont be home till
like 11 pm.... I just feel like crying!!!
Sorry this is so long I just needed to
vent alittle....
.Alison xoxo