Hey girls I am so p*ssed right now!! Ok well my cousin is here jen is she 13.. She has been here since tuesday.. Well anyways she was suppose to go see her other cousin but when she called her cousin was at the movies so her and jen arent doing anything anymore. Well my mom is going to trevors house tonight for dinner. So I am stuck with jen...God jen p*ssing me off so much I can't stand her!! and my mom knows that. So I asked my mom if she had to go to trevors house cuz she is gonna see him on sat and she is going to be spending all week with him they are going camping and I am staying home by myself... So my mom says either you come to trevors with me or you stay home...God I dont like it there... There is nothing to do at all and he is making lamb for dinner and I dont eat lamb... Like f*ck my mom doesnt have to go tonight. Me, jen and my mom were going to go shopping yesursday but we didnt so I thought we would go tonight but .N.O. My mom is going to trevors and im stuck with jen... Shes a brat she thinks she so cool and she always makes fun of me cuz I dont party... She says " I dont see how you can be a part of my family cuz oyu dont party." well ummmm hello I have learned my lesson of drinking and sh*t and no I dont like tp party cuz it is so stupid. I .H.A.T.E people who are drunk I can't stand it...


But yesursday my friend cassie came over and she brough a snake with her I doing it hate snakes they are sooo gross. Well her and jen were trying to get it close to me and I started to freak out. Jen was holding it than came so close to me I was so p*ssed. Like that isnt cool they know I am so scared of it and they still did it... Any cassie just moved like 5 mins away from me and she wanted me and jen to walk her home but I didnt want to cuz I had to have a shower cuz me and jen were gonna go shopping later on.. Well when I was getting dressed to walk cassie home, jen and her started talking and now me and jen are suppose to go to a party tommrrow. Like if I go to a party I .D.O.N.T. Want to go with jen. She is so immature. I really dont like her!! So I dunno whats happeing tommrrow. I dont want to go at all....

Than my friend melanie we use to always hang out like everyday but I havent seen her in like 3 weeks. Like we use to always talk on the phone and sh*t now we barley do... Its like she doesnt want to be my friend or something I dunno

Back to my mom and trevor. Like my mom should stay home with me cuz she knows how much jen p*sses me off.... F*ck I am soooo mad right now!!!! and I know my mom she wont be home till like 11 pm.... I just feel like crying!!! Sorry this is so long I just needed to vent alittle....


.Alison xoxo