Looking for some advise here. I seem to be so depressed lately, I have major panic attachs, thats what I think it is anyway, I am grouchy all the time to my husband and my kids, I yell at them over nothing at all, and all the time im doing this, im thinking leave them alone. Every little thing gets on my nerves so bad, I dont want to talk to anyone, I dont want to go anywhere, I just wanna stay cooped up the house. I dont even talk to my husband about anything anymore and when he tries to talk to me I bite his head off. I fear this whatever is wrong with me is going to destroy my marriage. I dont want to talk to my family, or do the things that we use to do, I dont want to shop or anything. I dont know what to do about this. I am embarassed to say that I have a problem to my family, I know I probably need to see a doctor, for I have been this way for almost a year now and its only getting worse. Someone please help me with this. Not only am I suffering but the ppl I love are suffering too.