Hi kris,
i'm new, too. I hope to get to know you and the others. This is the first forum i've joined. I've looked at several of them, but I just couldn't bring myself to participate. I guess accepting this disease and all that goes with it has been a very long process for me. I think you should see a specialist, too. I think it's smart, for one thing, and secondly, I think it sort of helps in the whole acceptance process.
You and the others seem nice. I look forward to being a part of this support network.
Lizbet