K most of u know, im not with the father , he has a girlfriend too. .But he does visit garret.. Sees him about 2 times a week. Anyhow..Its been 3 1/2 weeks sence garret was born. I go back to work on august 30 and unfortunatly he goes to daycare when do u think I should start letting ryan see him sometimes by himself? Before court I mean. Do you think I should soon sence he will be having to go to daycare anyhow? Not all weekend or anything yet..Just for a little while. Im just so nervous, and I dislike him so much! His family would have to be there still because of his seizures (he hasnt had one in 3 months but they dont let u drive or anything for 6 months once u have one.. His seizures are from a concusion from hockey) also.. In 2 1/2 weeks I will have to pay daycare. He cant work at his real job until november cuz of the seizures but he told me he is working doing small jobs for his brother.. Shouldnt he be giving me money for daycare as soon as garret starts??? Thanks!