My problems are several, and I don't know
if this is where I need to be or not.
Could someone please help me?
First I am a 46 year old mother of a 17
year old, and I take on her love problems,
as if they were my own. She recently
broke up with a boyfreind, that I thought
was a total mismatch. I got mad at him.
She however, is not mad. I don't
understand why I would be mad and she
isn't. He didn't do this to me. Why?
Then my marriage of 18 years is really
falling apart. We have seen a counselor
(due to my husbands problems). He is a
crossdresser, and has no sexual desires.
He has tried to be very supportive of me,
he has even had a penal implant (he has
diabetes, and has had heart bypass). I
really don't know whether I even want him
sexually anymore (i feel so unwanted
sexually). I have had no sexual feelings
recently, don't know if it's because of my
attitude towards it, or what. I am very
much overweight, and very down on myself.
I quit smoking 1 and half years ago, and
seriously thinking of taking it up again.
I was going to a diet clinic and losing
weight very good, but had to stop
(financially husbands medication was more
important). I love my husband, and really
don't want a divorce, I just don't know
how long I can go on this way.
I also have type 2 diabetes, and the
weight loss was helping my blood sugar,
however, I now am totally out of control
(eating everything in sight).
i am currently on prozac for depression,
and my mind keeps going over the same
things. I become obsessed with
something, and won't let go (yet there are
a 100 other things rattling around in
there).
I am
very sad with my life 99% of the time, I
keep feeling that there must be something
more. I think that I could be menopausal,
but my gyno said that I am not going
through menopause. Can anyone suggest
something?
