Hey guys, I am bored and cant sleep so I figured i'd spend some time on the comp and vent a little. I have been having a rough 2 hours today. I got home from work and at the end of the car ride I kind of yell at my bf because I get mad that he says he doesn't mind picking me up from work when I know he does because he works 9 hours a day and to top it off he has to stay up an extra 2 hours to drive at night to pick me up from work. I said I was going to quit so I he didn't have to do it and he was like "i don't mind" and I said "well don't sit here and say that and then at the same time talk about how tired you are, make up your mind" and as I said "make up your mind" his mom heard and got mad that I was yelling at him and gave me caca about it without knowing what the argument was and it was about something I wanted to do in his favor. Well I go outside in my car crying because I just got attacked as soon as I got home for no reason and he comes out saying that everything is ok and to come inside and there will be no confrontation. Just as I am about to, his mom comes out screaming "you two better get the make love in the house right now" obviously I am not going to come to that kind of request of that nature especially since that attitude was the very reason I didn't want to come in in the first place. Well I tell him to go inside to make it better but he doesn't and I run to the driveway crying and he's comforting me, meanwhile his mom sits on the steps thinking I will actually come when she's there. I run down to the beach even though my bf asked me not to and stay there for about 5 min. (we live on the beach kind of) I go back to the house and look inside secretivly and there is his mom sitting there waiting for me to come in which is stupid because I don't want to see her or feel her eyes on me so I will not come in as long as she is there and she should know this. Well she goes to bed, I come in the house and me and him talk about the caca she said about me. Stuff about how I always yell and I do yell alot but I get frusturated so easily and I need to vent somehow and I end up taking it out my bf and she hates it. Well she was talking about that and how I can't take my medicine which she failed to notice I have been taking everyday for the past week and a half and when my bf told her that, she said "well, pfft". Oh, I get slammed for not taking it but no one notices when I do take it. everyday I used to hear "did you take your pill" and I would say no, but since I have started taking it, I notice she is somehow unconciously psychic and only asks on days when I don't take it at my now usual time. I got so pissed off one day when she made a whole big deal out of it by turning the car around so I could take my pill. as if that one day really mattered to make such a big deal out of it like that. Anyway I was talking with my bf and I said that I wanted to move out and I meant it. I want out and away from parents. They do this stupid thing where she works overnighters at work and his dad has to come home every night she is not there and she is there every night he isn't. Why not hire a babysitter when they go out to eat then? All his dad does is give a boring lecture about how you should take bs from work just for the sake of it being that way sometimes. No wonder it's that way, people like him and my dad let it happen so it will always happen. That and he talks about how "fat" my bf is and how he shouldn't eat dinner one night when he hadn't had anything to eat so I had to feed him my leftover hamburger sub and 3 corndogs. He talks about how stupid it is and how disrespectful it is to buy 2 pizzas for the both of us instead of one, but if it wasn't for me saving those extra peices that we get from leftovers he wouldn't have lunch on certain days. (mine are always eaten) if we pay for the damn pizza, shut the make love up and let us enjoy it I hate it when parents want to pay for stuff for you and insist that you don't pay for it at all and then go the cheap route. anyway sorry this is so long.

Btw can anyone take in a 17 year old unwanted girl? No baby momma drama here just in case that would be an issue. I'll wash dishes if I can't pay rent. No house hold pile is too big once you're a dishwasher in a restuarant. i'll do housework as long as your house is actually cleanable and I don't have to scratch my head for an hour wondering how to tackle a certain mess.

Oh and can anyone take me to work tomorrow? I don't want any contact with my bfs mom and she is the only one who could get me to work unless I could bum a ride.