Ok most of u know my past (well its not in the past yet but im working on it) with my eating disorder.. But if u dont, for those who are newer or forgot, ive had an eating disorder for about 2 1/2 years now.. Struggled with both bulimia and anorexia..Anyhow I did well when I was pregnant until I was about 6-7 months and I started purging sometimes again but not frequently. Well ive been doing well and everything and ive only purged 1 time in the past 3 1/2 weeks..Anyhow,ever sence I had garret, my appetite has dropped dramatically. Im not sure if its the stress maybe? But im hardly hungry, and when I am.. I just dont 'feel' like eating at all..Nothing sounds good either. Which is weird for me because ive always loved my food. Im thinking this is probably normal because im busy now, stressed and occupied by garret.. But at the same time, I am still trying to get off the 9 preg lbs I still have to lose so im worried that its also my eating disordered part of me making myself think im not hungry, or that I shouldnt eat because I do want to lose this weight. I dont want to slip back into my old ways..But I do want to lose this weight, and I find myself slipping a little (not with bulimia much) but I keep limiting what im 'aloud' to eat because im worried and want to take off this weight. This might sound weird. What do u think? Thanks!