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I'm here now...Hope your ok

Thanks guys. I will explain tomorrow what was/is wrong. Right now I am just kind of buzzing (just got home from the bar) and I have a headache. But I will tell you tomorrow and thanks so much for caring!

Tell me tell me!
Makes me laugh when americans say "the bar".....You don't mean the law courts do you??!!

Lol no she means the bar as in a place where people go to drink alcohol and socialize. Why ? When you say bar from where your at does it mean government?? ~ erica.

lmao erica! I was joking-english sense of humour sorry!!!!
You see the 'bar' is in a law of courts-its where the barristers sit (i think) and the way you guys say it makes me think of that!

Yeah you guys call them "pubs" don't you? Lol. No, I wasn't in court, thank god!

Anyway, this is my story....
I went to the "bar" on wednesday with a bunch of my friends. We usually go out every wednesday and we always have a lot of fun. Anyway, one of my exboyfriends was there. No big deal, I just was polite. (he was a compulsive liar, a cheat, an problem and just an all around piece of crap) so, he comes up and starts talking to me. We just talked about my old friend sarah and how she just had a baby, but I think she is getting divorced (she hasn't even been married for a year yet) and he says, "you know jesse is dead right?" I said, "jesse who?" he says, "you know jesse, your old roomate" (when I moved to myrtle beach two years ago my friend sarah and jesse moved with me, jesse only stayed for a month and then got back together with his exgirlfriend and moved back here. Then about a year later he moved to texas with his girlfriend and thier three kids. But we were together every single day for about three months and we got along great. And we had so much fun together)
so, anyway I am in complete shock right. I asked him how and he says, "oh well they were both found half naked and dead. Guess they over dosed on heroine. So, anyway, I have changed so much you would not even believe the new brent......."
i am like, man calm the fu%$ down! You just told me that one of my friends is dead you are not getting your dick waxed so shut up. So, I walk away and try to calm down and let reality set in. (keep in mind it was now almost midnight and I had been drinking since about six) so, my one friend comes outside and asks what is wrong and I tell her. But, I told her I was fine. But when I go back inside (all my friends knew by now) they all just kept trying to get me to dance and stuff. I know they just wanted to cheer me up, but for god's sakes I just found out my friend is dead I don't want to dance! Grrrrrrrrrr.
But anyway, brent kept trying to "get me back" all night and he was really pissing me off. Oh, he still has feelings for me and blah blah. He gave me his phone number and begged me to call him even if it was just as friends. So, on the way home I looked at my friend bry and kate and I said hey ya'll this is my exboyfriend's number and I am suppose to call him, so ya know what? (and I opened up the window and chucked it out) that's how much I care.

So, when I made this original post it was that night at about 4am when I got home and was stuck here with my thoughts. Sorry if this didn't make any sense, I ramble!

Omg omg omg that is so bad.I dont know what to say did you keep in touch with him? When did they die? Omg this is so bad-you said they had three kids right?

No, I hadn't really kept in touch with him. We talked once about a year ago and he told me he had moved to texas and that was it.

This happened about two months ago from what I was told.

Yeah, they had three kids. She had one to a previous boyfriend and they had two together. Her oldest was probably about nine or ten, the next one was about five and the other one was just born two years ago.

It is horrible. Life is cruel.

Omg those poor poor kids