ok ya all know it¬ís not often I post something like this. But I am like so depressed tonight. All I wanna do is cry. I¬íve been having dreams about josh. I¬íd call them nightmares though since they are about him! Like, i¬ím preggy for him and stuff. And I wake up and can¬ít sleep good after that. I dunno, you all know how that goes with him¬Ö..
I dunno what is my problem. I need money. My !**@! cell phone bill got screwed up when I was in texas for my senior trip and it¬ís like $300. I can¬ít pay it and my mom can¬ít right now plus I have a lot of !**@! I need to pay for right now and I can¬ít afford it. I went put in a bunch of job applications but¬Ö. I dunno i¬ím just stressing. I was arguing with lauren tonight for what reason I don¬ít know~! Like we were both just !**@! and so I hate fighting with her. She¬ís like my best friend and I hate that! I don¬ít like to fight with my friends.
Awe !**@!, I dunno I just feel like complaining. Plus I want my nose piercing but it¬ís $40 and I sure as hell~o don¬ít have that right now! Sorry for whining! It¬ís not often I do and you all know that! Tonight is just my whine night!
I hate money problems! I'm sorry you are so down! Best thing to do.. Go soak in a warm bath with some bath salts or just some bubbles... And read a good book! Paint your toes, dry your hair... Pamper yourself... Always helps me get out of my slumps!
Hey hunni..Its alright just calm down..And all you can do right now is take things one step at a time..Just wait for jobs to call you back and put more and more apps. In. Thats all you can do. The josh nightmares will go away belive me. Just keep your head up chanda you are a great beautiful person. Thats for sure! And with you nad your friend..Maybe you guys just need to take a few day break so yu can get your mind right..Or tell her exactly how you feel and whats goin on..Ya know. And you better kno im always here for you..Love ya grl
marisa and baby rebekah<<wow it feels awesome sayin that..Lol
This is the first time I have ever seen u post anything like this, you are always so positive and up-beat, so dont worry, girl! Everyone needs to complain once in a while, and thats why we're here, to listen to you!!
It is totally normal to be hurtin over a guy...Even one u thought u were over. Im sorry I dont kno much details about u n josh, but it seems like he hurt u.
Sorry, too about the $$ problems. Sigh, it really sux 2 b broke! Beleive me I know!
Wow 40 dollars!? In that case get your tounge lol. Mine was 5 bucks! Hehe no way would I pay more. Hey dont stress ok, all it does is make it worse trust me. Just try to go along and ignore the money problems. Thats what I do. I know what you mean about big phone bills one time between me and jose we had a 650 dollar bill and I was ready to cry because the minutes got screwed up, just make payments on yours. And try getting a job like you are. Everything will be ok after that!