Q: I Feel Guilty....
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KariM1804
on June 30th, 2004
Active User, very eHealthy
Ok sorry its going to be a little long.. But I feel really guilty. To make a long story short, me and my dad have had a crappy relationship. We never have got along, we always fight, we never ever talk or communicate, and hes always been really grouchy. I mean I hadnt had a conversation, a real one, with him in years and we live inthe same house. And in my family, u dont say I love you.. Or get sentimental or say sorry (especially with my dad) but lately hes been a little better and understanding.. Well today, after I got all upset for basically no reason, me and my dad got in a little argument. .I mean it was soo small, I normally never woulda let it get to me.. But it did.. So I went outside and cried for an hour...Well my dad came out looking for me and actually sat down and talked to me! I mean I was stunned.. And he talked to me all nice. .And he put his arm around me!?! And he apoligized! He said he was sorry and he knows im going through alot and that he thinks its my pregnancy emotions and that he was sorry to add to them because I dont need that right now. I mean if u knew my dad.... Gosh hes sooo not like that! Well he was just so nice to me and made me feel better. .Well now I feel awful.. Just terrible.. Because I didnt say thank you.. Didnt give him a hug....But it was so weird for me I was speechless and didnt know what to do. .And still dont! I cant explain it. But I feel terrible now becaus ei dont know if he knew how much it ment to me...
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