Hello,
i am new to the forum, so I hope I am posting correctly. I had an mri scan 3 years ago and was diagnosed with a severe prolapse of l5/s1 disc and several other prolapsed discs above that one. Since the scan I have also developed bad pain at the top of my spine.
I was referred back to a surgeon whom I saw this morning to assess the top of my spine. I don't know where to begin really as I am so upset. He wouldn't listen to anything I said, and kept interrupting me. He told me I had a low pain threshold. He said I shouldn't keep resting my back and should get out and exercise. He said I should get out to work.
I only rest my back when the pain is so bad that I feel faint with it. I do as much exercise as I possibly can. The pain is excrutiating at the bottom of my spine. It is like someone inserting a huge corkscrew into my back and it takes my breathe away and makes me feel faint.
I go out and about as much as possible and grin and bear the pain but a lot of days I am reduced to tears by the pain.
I asked about trying acupuncture, or pain killing injections but he told me that he wouldn't refer me because the answer has to come from within me! I have to 'cope' with the pain. He said it was psychological and if someone knocked on the door and said I had won the pools then the pain would disappear.
At the moment I am too upset too think logically. I feel really desperate, huliliated and suicidal.
He wants me to go for physio. I have tried it before and it made the pain worse, so now I don't know what to do.
If anyone out there has had any similar experiences it would be nice to hear from you. I don't feel I am getting any support.
I live in manchester, uk.
Regards sue