Hi fragilesara...Welcome!
as for feeling like a hypochodriac...Well, you know that you are sick, right? So...Stick to your guns.
First off, you said that the doctor ran a lupus test. As there is no *one* lupus test, what did he check? Lupus is diagnosed by several blood tests and several symptoms over time. What tests have they ran on you and what were the results? Did they run an ana test? Anti-dna? Anti-sm? Anti-ro? A sphyllis test (some lupus patients get a false positive)?
And remember, there are other auto-immunes besides lupus that have a lot of the same symptoms.
I hope this helps...And feel free to ask more/comment. All of us will help if we can!
Hugs,
ladybrannon