Does this mean you categorically deny any chance of your going on the abcr meds for ms? Or that they, for one reason or another, are not an option for you? Is it because of their cost?
We can't just cave in to this disease because we are afraid. I have been on copaxone (the "c" in abcr drugs) since february 1999 and in comparing the mri I had upon diagnosis in june 1998 to the one I just had this past january, my neurologist couldn't find much progression (ms is after all a progressive degenerative disease) at all. I attribute that to the steady use of copaxone.
Ms is not a terminal illness; it will not kill you but in many cases, especially without medication treatment, it will disable you faster than if you take the drugs. That mostly likely means you will be in the wheelchair faster if you don't help yourself by using the drugs that have been specifically discovered to help ms patients. I don't know about you, but my independence is of utmost importance to me. If I am ever confined to a wheelchair, I have no one to help me and would want no one, so I would have to kill myself.