Heh, well...I really don't know whats wrong with me..But I feel really depressed. Everything seems to suck right now. My boyfriend doesnt want to talk to me today. I'm sittin here talking to him telling him how much silly fun I had with him last night and it's been awhile since I laughed that hard and he liked kinda ignored me..And I was like hmm.And then he told me he couldnt come over today before I had to leave because his knee popped out of place this morn and he's trying to make it feel better, before work and I was all babying him and stuff and then I was like aww.*sighs* and then I was like do you want me to let u go or something cause im here talking and....Yah..And he goes if you want..And this his way of saying..Yes ....Please...*ugh* so I was like okay..Ill let you go I suppose.I love you..Hes like..You too..Bye..

So like I dunoh whats going on..I've been like trying not to yell at him for the stupid mean shyt he says to me, like omg the other day I got oh no hillary duff and I go..Shes 16, my age and she acts and dresses like shes 25 and out of no where he goes.." so what..Your 16 and you act like your 13 most of the time"...I was like..What?! I looked at him sadly and he was all like..Well its true..And I said...Babe.Im not doing anything! And goes yeah I know not right now anyways. Im like man!....And im thinkin at least I dont throw my cell phone and stamp on it when I dont get my way...And at least I dont throw dirty birdbath water on my gurlfriend when were getting ready to go to the mall....Oh man when he did that I was soooo mad but I didnt say anything!If he tickes me off I dont say anything..And yesterday he called me kiddo (caps) that made me so angry..Im so tired of him treating me like im his friend...Not his girlfriend. And yet he still wants to kiss me and hold me and says he loves me..Im so confuzed.....Er..I give up.