Please Please Help Me!!!!

Okay heres the story the night be4 raven and I started going out this guy I had met here asked me if I wanted to go to the hotel his grandparents own w/ his brother and his g/f to hang out and party and that...Well I finished my second beer and I wasnt feeling right and started to feel sleepy so I layed but be4 I did I looked at the clock it was 1am...I didnt wake up till 6am and I was half way undressed and I kno I wasnt when I layed down I asked him wat happen he kept saying nothing he was being really mean to me yelling for me to get my clothes on and !**@! I havent seen or talk to him since and I kno something happened.........Well heres wat I need help on the other day when raven was over here I just told him we went to a hotel drank and had sex b/c I didnt want to get emotional or anything.....Well two nights ago I told him the whole story he got mad at me for lieing to him bout it he was like ur trying to justify it y cant u just admit u !**@! up y couldnt u tell me about this in the beginning I told him b/c I hadnt told anyone and I figuered if I just didnt talk about it would go away he was like well it didnt see...Well yesterday he told me that I hurt him and that u doesnt trust me and he is second guessing everything I have said in the past and that he wanted to break up....Well I did some talking and we r back together....But I talked too him last night and he isnt sure if he loves me the same way anymore he isnt sure if he wants to spend his life w/ me he isnt sure if I still mean something to him but he still does love me...... Wat do I do to get him to be sure of those things wat do I say to make him realize that im the same person he fell in love w/ in the beginning my heart feels like its in a million pieces please help me!!!