For a while now I have been training my voice to become a better singer. Last year, I read that it was bad to project your voice only from the throat and a good voice should be projected both orally and nasaly. I also read that it was important to use diaphramatic breathing during singing or speaking to relieve tension from the lower neck muscles.
After reading this, I become overparanoid and took the notion too far and started to sing and speak with my larynx (voice box) muscles completely relaxed unware at the time of the disaster this would lead to. Gradually this became a natural unconscious habit and singing and speaking would lead to tension in other areas of my body such as the side and back of my neck muscles and shoulder muscles and I couldnt figure out why.
myasthenia larngis is described as a "morbid entity characterized by asthenia of the phonatory musculature of the larynx..". 'jackson considers myasthenia laryngis as a mucular disability....According to jackson, myasthenia laryngis is created by too high pitch in singing and in speaking'.
Asthenia meaning an abnormal loss of strength. The phonatory musculature of the larynx is the muscle system that controls the production of vocal sounds.
I havent actually gone to the doctor and been diagnosed with this disorder, but i've been doing research in order to figure out what is wrong with my voice and how I might have been misusing/abusing it and I think by keeping my larynx (voice box) muscles completely relaxed all the time i've created tension in other surrounding areas of the body and caused a weakening of the larynx muscles by never using them properly.
I have reason to believe i've developed this disorder because indicators include breathy voice, leakage of air, effortful voice and patient unable to laugh in a non breathy tone. I seem to have each of these symptoms to a certain degree.
Basically i've been an extremist fool and misused and abused my voice and now I have a disorder. Lol
i find now that if I speak in a completely natural manner not worrying about anything, my voice flows somewhat better but I still think I might need therapy or self help to get it fixed. I might have also bowed my vocal cords through all the misuse/abuse.
Hopefully i'll go to the doctor on friday and then see a throat specialist to get it checked out.
How did you get this voice box disorder? Maybe as I recover from it, i'll share my experience with you .