Staring seizures and epilepsy w/ V.N.S implant

Well I have had this most of my life.I'm on tons of medicine,and they all make me feel down and out,all the time too.Back in feb,the 7th I had a v.N.S implant done,i have had just a few staring seizures and thats all.Since I have had this done.No gran mal seizurer :d :d :d I still take my medicine though.Now I they have put me on arcept too,cause I got where I couldn't remember thing at all.I'm so happy that I have had this v.N.S.Implant done though.They ( dr's) said maybe by next yr,they can slowly take me off my medicine,all this high dosegas I take,and the depression med.I'm on too.Is there anything safe do ya'll know I could take that would give me get up and go.Lol.My mother,won't let me get the internet hooked in her home,which I live with her again,and that depresses me as well have to come to the libaray,to get to these post now.Also I would love to know is there any group meeting I could go to that is near knoxville,or nashville tennessee,or somewhere in tennessee.Thanks alot..Cyn