I HAVE THE SAMMEEE PROBLEMS! Since I was young I have always felt uncomfortable around people. I was diagnosed with social anxiety disorder about 1 year and half ago by my psychiatrist when I could not even go to the grocery store to get MILK! I was on Paxil for about a year and then about 5 months ago stopped taking it because I didnt like to be medicated. It had helped me but it also made me feel weird and droopy. I want to fight my anxiety and depression w/myself and God not any medication.
Right now, I still have the after effects and its been 5 months. Im always tired, I feel like there is a glossy film over my eyes, im disillusioned, im out of it, i feel like im not even part of this world, im not doing to well in college because i cant concentrate, and everyday is a struggle! But, Ive been excercising and pushing myself to beleive that IT WILL GET BETTER! Because I know it will, this has to be the biggest thing ive ever conquered in my life. I get really sad a lot of times though because I feel isolated, and out of it and I feel no one understands. And it does suck, I will admit, I HATE PAXIL, and I DISLIKE WHOMEVER DECIDED TO DRUG US LIKE THIS, THIS HAS NOT "CURED" PEOPLE, ITS SUCH A JOKE, THANKS GOVERMENT, AGAIN !!!!! Doctors are soooo quick to just prescribe something, well how about something NATURAL, LIKE VITAMINS, EXCERCISE, MEDIATION AND FINDING INNER PEACE.....NNOOOO WE JUST WANT TO SUCK THE LIFE OUT OF YOU!
Anyways a lot of the symptoms that Raistilin has shared, Im having the same.
You are not alone, but it will get better, I have faith!