Hey girls. How is everybody doing?? I am doing good. I got my hair done yesursday(sp?) I love it so much :d its dark brown on the bottom and on the top its blonde and light brown. I am going to try to get the digtial camrea from my moms work next weekend so I can take pics and show you guys! My birthday is it 3 days!! I am so exitced. I am going out for dinner with my mom, nana and papa. Going to the oliver garden. I got these new black pants today. Very nice and last week I got this really nice dressy top. It is pink with black lace over it and its really low-cut. I am wearing my black pants and pink-black top out for dinner I am gonna look hot! J/k.
My mom has this new boyfriend named trevor. He is a really nice guy and he treats my mom well but she just wont stop talking about him!!

every damn thing is about him. She has been at his house on thursday till 12 and than friday she came home at 12 or later and last nite she went and slepted over there. My mom doesnt have alot of money yet she can drive to his house that is about 45 mins to get there. Wasting all that gas when it is so expeinve(sp) at the moment. Trevor has slepted over here a couple times and it pissing me off she closes both her doors and I am not stupid I know they are having sex.( I caught my mom and her ex having sex b4 twice

) and today my mom was taking me to richmond mall today and she got home at 3:30! And it closes at 6. But I got what I wanted but she stayed there the whole moring. Errrrr I am getting so mad!

my mom gets like this when she has a boyfriend. She always wants to be around him and I can understand that but she wants to 24/7!
I feel so low right now. I havent had a boyfriend is a year!! I use to always have a boyfriend no matter what. I feel so ugly. When I was in the mall today there was sooo many doing it skinney people I hate it!! I feel so fat. I wear a size 13 pants I use to wear a size 7. Man I am crying now

anyways I better go I am so tired I went to bed last nite at 4:30 am!! And I woke up at 9:15 first than 11. I had a couple people over last nite. Sorry for just going on and on. It feels good to get my feelings out
alison xoxo