I really need help, i've searched the net everywhere and can't find a single person with the same problem as I have. I've talked to friends and family, and none of them are even the least bit afraid.
I am extremely paranoid about a terrorist attack (i live in the us), there's supposed to be one this summer. I just want to run away and live somewhere else.
I can't sleep
i have nightmares every night
i can't think about anything else
every strange noise startles me
i cry all the time
i feel like I have no future
i'm afraid for my 19 month old daughter
i'm terrified of cities and airplanes (i will be going on one in 2 weeks, and i'm already worrying about it)
i finally broke down and made a psychiatrist appointment (it's today) but I feel like nothing can help me. Will medications make the fear go away? Or will it just stop the panic attacks? I don't want to be afraid anymore. I just want to make it stop!
Can anyone relate? Any ideas or suggestions? Encouragement?