Post is long, sorry, but theres 4 poems here (1's a letter)
my hair is black, my eyes are brown
mommy, you'd love ,having me around
it's early yet, the month is one
though you can;t see me yet, i've just begun
one month later, the month is two
i'm still small, but a part of you
time is passing the month is three
i'm getting to be someone as you can see
still so small that I don't have to hide
i'm just a little seed inside
you'll love me mommy, just wait and see
i'm going to make you proud of me....
....I've got a new home now, the month is seven
mommy didn't want me, so now i'm in heaven
it's so beautiful, but now i'm gone
i have no memory to carry on
if I were still there now the month would be eight
i was homicide e d by my mommy's own hand
i guess this is too young to understand
good-bye mommy, the month would be nine
i could've been living just fine
although i'm in heaven, I still have to cry
because of mommy, I had to die.
---unknown
dear mommy,
i am in he aven now,sitting on jesus lap.
He loves me and cries with me;for my heart has been broken.
I so wanted to be your little girl.
I don't quite understand what has happened.I was so excited when I began realizing my existence.
I was in a dark,yet comfortable place.
I saw I had fingers and toes.
I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings.
I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping.
Even from my earliest days,i felt a special bonding between you and me.
Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you
sometimes you would yell or scream,then cry.
I heard daddy yelling back.
I was so sad,and hoped you would be better soon.
I wondered why you cried so much
one day you cried almost all of the day.
I hurt for you.
I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy.
That same day,the most horrible thing happened.
A very mean monster came into that warm,comfortable place I was in.
I was so scared,i began to screaming, but there was no sound.
I guess they had you all pinned down because you never once tried to help me.
Maybe you never heard me.
The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming,"mommy mommy help me please;mommy,help me."
complete terro is all I felt.
I screamed and screamed until I though I couldn't anymore.
The the monster ripped my arm off.
The pain I could never explain.
It didn't stop.
Oh,how I begged it to stop.
I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off.
Though I was in such complete pain,i realized I was dying.
I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me.
I wanted to make all your tears go away.
I had so many plans to make you happy.
Now I couldn't all my dreams were shaddered..
Though I was in utter pain and horror,i felt the pain of my heart breaking above all.
I wanted more than anything to be your daughter.
No use now,for I was dying a painful death.
I could only imagine the terrible things they done to you.
I wanted to tell you I loved you befor I was gone,but I didn't know the words that you understand.
And soon and no longer I had the breath to say them;i was dead
i felt myself rising.
I was being carried by a huge angel into a big,beautiful place.
I was still crying,but the pyhsical pain was gone.
The angel took me to jesus and set me on his lap.
He said he loved me, ans he was my father.
Then I was happy.
I asked him what was the thing that killed me.
He answered "abortion".
Mommy keep me safe.
Mommy keep me warm.
Handle me with all your love
mommy help me form.
I'm six weeks old today.
This birthday gift to me.
A pair of bright blue eyes.
That some day you will see.
I've hardly got my ears.
A pudgy little nose. And
at the end of my feet.
Are little things called toes.
Looking forward to my life.
Ice cream, and snail's, teddy bear's,
toys and long fairy tales
where are we going today mommy?
I wonder where today.
A bath or a bus or perhaps far away.
Why are you lying down
being pushed on 4 wheel's.
This usually doesn't happen
how funny does this feel.
Passing through a door, people
all dressed in green, mommy
if they hurt you just let out
a scream.
Mommy what's happening
i'm starting to cry.
Mommy come quickly they're
making me die...
Bye mommy
i love you!
Conceived in darkness by my mother and dad
i couldn't understand why they were so sad.
Abortion....
They said a mistake is what I would be
god's plan for my life they could not see.
I never got the chance to be president
and time with my grandad I never spent.
I never had a wagon all shiney and red
i never even got to sleep in a bed.
I never went to school, never learned to write or read
not a chance in my life to do one good deed.
They called it her choice said it was her right
so she chose abortion over holding me tight.
Now my soul's in heaven with everyone of my kind
all the aborted babies that mom's and dad's left behind.
Last edited by KariM18 on May 31st, 2004 06:48 AM; edited 3 times in total