I cant seem to get through to him.. He just keeps saying my life cant be over yet im only 18 its the only option. I told him to come to the 1st doctors appt with me, and to hear this little babys heart beat and then still tell me its just a glob. I cant do it. I told him to just turn around and walk away. That I will do this myself that it doesnt have to ruin his life, and he says that he cant do that because he has a concience. So I said if that were the case you wouldnt be able to homicide it. Everytime I say im sorry I cant do it, he yells and says u have to there is no way we can do this. To stop making this a big deal. I just found this sad abortion poem. I just cant do it
abortion
6 weeks old today mommy
a birthday gift for me
a pair of big blue eyes
thru one day I will see.
Where are we going mommy
with the rain splashing down
when it hits the sidewalk
it makes a funny sound.
Bang thru the big white doors
people dressed in green
if they hurt u mommy
just run away and scream.
Help me mommy their tearing me apart
there goes my big blue eyes
there goes my little heart.
I love u mommy believe me I do
but the worst thing is I thought u loved me too.
Has ne one had these problems, I need help I feel like I am so alone. I know that I am not ready for a baby but why is my only other option to be a murderist...