First off, I hope you are doing okay, and
you are getting the answers you need.
I know exactly how frustrated you are, as
I have been through the exact same thing.
When I was 20, I had a gran mal seizure
in my sleep, and woke up in the emergency
room. After a myriad of tests, all
coming back normal, I was put on dilantin
for a week. The neurologist I had at the
time decided that the dilantin wasn't the
right drug for me, and changed it to
tegretol, which I was taking up very much
against my will until last october.
I have had five seizures in my life-one of
which I had after I begged to be taken off
the drugs. I thought since I felt fine
and hadn't had any other seizures I was
fine. I had been tested all over again
for everything under the sun, and since
all came back normal, my doctor weaned me
off the tegretol. Exactly one month to
the day later, I had another seizure-in
the car, right after picking my husband up
from work (he was driving, thank god) in
front of my then two year old daughter-who
is now seven and still remembers what
happened-which I don't. Needless to say,
I was put right back on the tegretol.
I had been on a low dose of tegretol for
years with no gran mal seizures until this
last october, when again I woke up at
three in the morning to find myself
surrounded by paramedics. That was when
my doctor decided to change my meds back
to dilantin. I feel great now, as long
as I get enough sleep. I hadn't realized
before how loopy and out of it I had felt
for years, and I think that a lot of that
had to do with the meds and the dosage I
was on.
I have even had two healthy daughters.
all I can say is listen to the advice you
get from your doctors and hopefully you
will do okay. It's tough to not get any
answers you want as to why and how this
all came about, I know. I still don't
know why or how I ended up epileptic and
it has taken me years to accept the fact
that I can't do anything about it. I
really only have begun to accept it, and
here it is nine years later.
Hopefully, this site will help you. I
know I wish I had found it when this first
all started with me, rather than an hour
ago!
