I really need some help I feel alone I got a 14 month old daughter and im a single mother with an ex who is still living with me and has no repect for me ive thought about just leaving to go back to my moms but im so confused cause he tells me he loves me once in a blue moon and doesnt make me feel loved he is always talking about im fat and ugly and he looks at a lot of women in the street goes to strip bars watchs pornos and jacks off to them when im not at home we dont have a sex life cause he says he doesnt like fat girls but yet hes been dealing with me for almost 5 yrs is it that hes just knows he has it easy living with me cause im stupid enough to do everything he wants me to do its hard to leave I think cause of my daughter hes been there ever since I was carrying her in my belly and she loves him with no than any one could ever know tell me what should I do he makes me wanna pull my hair out cause I dont think he loves me and also I have a tumor in my brain that cant be taken out cause the place it is at u think hes just hanging out with me till I die which I dont have that much longer to live should I just leave him pls help asap