O hun please dont!! For the sake of ur son! Even tho it might just be a little cut, you never know, it could go too far.. And if u start cutting u might not be able to stop! Just keep your baby in ur heart.. He needs you to be here for him. He needs you to show him that life is worth living and that life is a happy thing and that the material isnt what matters. Even tho hes young, kids can sence these things. Dont focus on what u dont have. Focus on what u do have which im sure u could still write a list! Family.. Friends.. (like us!) and a beautiful son! Those things are worth so much more then clothes and money! Please just take care of yourself!
O yes, and also. Dont sit there and get down on yourself and tell yourself that your ugly etc.. Your not..The more u tell ur self that u are, the worse off u will be and feel. Just think about all the people that dont even have what weve got~ some people dont have legs, or are terribly burned, or have completely distorted figures and faces. I know that might all sound stupid but u know its true!