After reading my response to you, I think I was harsh but I do know what your going through because I experienced the same thing recently. The break up was so quick I didnt know what happened. I have given so much of myself to this relationship and now its gone

but I woke up thismorning and said to myself to get on with it , get back with my friends I abandonded -not "our" friends, really "his" friends- truely my friends I forgotten how much fun we used to have. I dropped out of everything to be with him-i used to cheerlead and he didnt like that, I used to be on the track team-he didn't like that, I used to have great friends-he didnt like that either.Oh he didnt say anything so I guess I shouldnp put I that way, but I wanted to have him exculively to myself too.How unhealthy!
Justa thought may your bf meet someone fl or he is very conflicted over your situatuation-mime said god didnt not approve of how far we had taken our relationship phsically and that I lead him into sin. This came out of constant pleading with him for a reason, I felt likd trash

it was his excuse may be . But I never give tha t much again gtg. Peace in the lord kc.