|with this disease at such a young age. Was the stroke related to the lupus? Or was it just an additional thing? I worry about having a major stroke too. We can live without a lot of things in our bodies, including our kidneys with the help of dialygis. But when our brains are affected, it really is a scary thing, isn't it? I don't like to worry, and I want to live my life as if there's nothing wrong. But sometimes, when i'm driving, I just pray, god don't let anything happen while i'm driving. I don't want to hurt anybody else. But what can I do? Stop working and go on disability because of "what if"? They don't award disability for "what if." and so, I continue day by day and hope and pray for the best.
My neurologist put me on aspirin therapy. I take a baby aspirin every day. But I worry about what it might do to my kidneys. My urine is showing blood in it.