I have a bit of a problem and I'm hoping
to find some insight as it's starting to
effect me worse each month.
My problem is this:
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Sometimes when crossing the threshold from
asleep to awake or vice versa, I get the
feeling that my mind is slipping away from
my body.
It's not like an out of body experience as
such, it's more like sleep paralysis only
with other side effects thrown in. I
struggle to breathe, and my mind starts
disengaging from my body. This is an
extremely distressing sensation and I
panic. I try to fight it by shaking my
head (whether I'm actually physically
shaking it is beyond me). This brings me
around after a couple of seconds.
This feeling repeats itself every minute
or so when i begin to lose conciousness
again, and can go on for what seems
forever. Sometimes during cycles I'm able
to text, or prop myself up to stay awake.
I tried this the other night but it did no
good. I merely sat there like I was
sedated, with my head lolling around on my
shoulders. The cycle repeated itself about
10 times whilst sat up. I remember saying
"no, no, no" over and over again because I
felt something else was beginning to take
hold of my mind. The feeling abated when
I banged my head against the wall, this
wasnt intentional and my head dropped too
quickly for comfort.
Afterwards I go light headed, which isn't
a bad feeling but it must be connected to
my other experiences.
I've had sleep paralysis in the past, and
I've been violently dragged out of bed
(amongst other things) before as
punishment for failing to regain control
over myself. Struggling to pull yourself
upright into a sitting position to find
you're not getting anywhere isnt fun.
Whether or not I speak the words I try to
speak, or move when I try to move I don't
know. It all seems too much like a dream
the next morning. For all I know it's all
a dream, I just have the notes I'm making
on my phone as proof.
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I know these notes are vague, and they may
raise more questions than answers, but
I've put them up in hope that someone can
shed any light onto my condition (if I
have one). Any insight would be greatly
appreciated.
Thanks
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Sara Thursty
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Joined: 14 Feb 2008 Posts: 4
Sleep Paralysis Posted: 02-28-08 21:10pm
I can't believe there is someone with the
same problem. My husband experiences the
same problems and it scares me terribly.
It happens during times of stress and he
is usually between the sleep and asleep
stages. He is totally aware of where he
is and what he is doing, but he can't move
or speak. Eventually he will get my
attention by twitching his foot. His
breathing also becomes shallow and really
fast.
I was talking to a professor a while back
about this problem and he said that it
could be linked to a small problem with
sleep apnea. I'm not sure if that's true
or not because honestly, I have only known
one person to have the problem and that is
my husband. I would look into doing a
sleep study.
I hope you get everything figured out.
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scotty8750
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Joined: 28 Feb 2008 Posts: 2
Posted: 02-28-08 21:20pm
Thanks Sara
Yeah it is an odd one. I can relate to
some symptoms of sleep paralysis but there
is much I have (and haven't) felt. So I
have my doubts. I just don't know.
What I can say is that it's extremely
difficult to describe, and your husband
probably finds it just as difficult. It's
almost a spitual expereince and I'm a
skeptic. Could you ask your husband to
read my account of things? If he finds
describing it difficult this may help
him.
EDIT: One last thing. Last night, I
brought this feeling on on purpose. I
dunno how I did it, but I did. Because I
knew it was happening I stopped it in
time. After a ew cycles it went and it was
then I made notes on my phone.
It came back though, stronger. I couldn't
get rid of it then.
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iamonlyme1967
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Joined: 13 May 2008 Posts: 1
Posted: 05-13-08 11:33am
I was just in another forum on this site
and there was a tremendous amount of
information regarding sleep paralysis.
For the first poster in this forum, it
sounds as if you have a bit of sleep apnea
that causes you to wake up with a choking
feeling...In most of the posts I read
about sleep paralysis, this was not a
symptom. Although sleep apnea will make
you awake gasping for air and is much more
dangerous than sleep paralysis and you
should get a sleep study done. I do know
that sleep apnea may "cause" the sleep
paralysis but can be deadly on its
own....which would require a breathing
device when you sleep...please go get a
sleep apnea test for that choking
feeling...
I finally was able to get to the doctor.
I was scared out of mind...I am 40 and
during the past year have had these
episodes at least 30 times....from what I
have read...it is rare to have sleep
paralysis after the age 30...it happens
more frequently with young adults....
Everyone's experiences seem different but
closely related. In my case, I would be
sleeping on my stomach (most episodes are
supposedly happening to people when on
their back). My entire body would
paralyze and then my brain would feel like
it was on fire. After a few seconds of
sheer terror of not being able to move and
a burning sensation in the brain....I
would try to call out to my husband doug
right next to me and nothing would come
out....I would try to kick my foot to his
to wake him and I could not move.....
Although feeling like an eternity....I
believe the episode only lasts for a few
seconds....
In my case, I have been suffering from
these episodes quite frequently, once
every night for a week...I thought I was
going to die when the burning sensation
filled my head...
After a few episodes I realized that I was
indeed conscious because I could feel
myself trying to speak and trying to
move....At first I thought it might be a
dream but after it happened several times
more...I knew it wasn't. Also in the
other forum people describe having sleep
paralysis shortly after falling
asleep...while going into REM
sleep...others have it right after they
awake...
While reading the other forum (which I
can't find now that I registered) several
of the sufferers of sleep paralysis also
suffer hallucinations of evil
things...such as ghosts and devils....I
have not had this..THANKFULLY...the
episodes are scary enough.
IN any event....my doctor told me that
although very scary....these episodes are
not dangerous - wherein...sleep apena
which can accompany sleep paralysis can be
deadly.
After speaking to my doctor he prescribed
elavil and antivert for me to take an hour
before sleeping....I am rethinking using
these medicines now knowing that what I am
experiencing will not hurt me....I think
the doctor prescribed these meds to make
me less anxious ...and TO KNOCK ME OUT FOR
THE ENTIRE NIGHT SO I WOULDN'T WAKE UP TO
EXPERIENCE THESE EPISODES. From what I
have read...no one takes meds for this and
I don't think I want to start taking an
anti-depressant to eliminate the
episodes.
From reading others posts....you can
actually take the fear away by having some
fun with the sleep paralysis...some say
that if you can turn your body or try and
you will have an out of body
experience....
All I know is I feel very relieved knowing
I am not going to die in my sleep with the
sleep paralysis.....I know now that each
time it happens it will also pass...and
relaxing will make it go away sooner.....
I also feel very relieved because I know I
am not weird and losing my mind...
Trying to explain this to my family
doctor was not easy....She was smart and
sent me to a neurologist who sat for an
hour with me finding a diagnosis. Once
he found the diagnosis he asked me
questions which completely fit my
episodes...except for the hallucinations
which not everyone has....
Now if I was having the hallucinations of
evil ghosts and the devil ..I might
reconsider taking the meds.....
I hope this entry helped...as I didn't see
anyone describe the burning sensation in
their brain ..which scares me more than
the paralysis....
To everyone...a good night sleep..
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5star
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 02 Jul 2007 Posts: 28
Posted: 05-15-08 18:23pm
It happens to me and is freaky. Some
people think it is a hag demon attacking
you sitting on top of you over powering
you or what ever.
When I have it, I feel like somthing is
standing long side the bed by me. When I
have it every single time theirs a freaky
demon after me and it makes the scariest
sound and the lights wont turn on in my
house and it normally comes up behind me.
I got so thet up that one time when it was
happning I made my self in my dream come
after it not scared no more I was peed off
that it kept happning. After that I
stopped having them.
One time I went into sleep poralisis and
in my dream was walking down the stairs. I
knew the demon was down their but I could
not wake my self up and my self in the
dream kept walking down the stairs. I
actually sat up in my bed and was saying
"no" and could not keep my eyes open and
could not keep my self sitting up I kept
falling back down. Scary stuff.
But normally sleep poralisis will only
happen if you are sleeping on your back.
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