i have been w/ my bf for over a yr and a half, hes the perfect guy, when we first got together i was emotionally detached and was full of doubts an worries, and i had tons of walls up, but he was great about it he helped me break down all those walls and our relationship was great until a few days ago, we hit a big bump in the road, an as a result we both found out that there is still one wall i have built up..but this wall is different, i cant trust myself enough to trust anyone in my life fully, including this guy. i trust the guy i knw that for a fact, but i dont knw how to get past this one wall, but if i dont then our relationship is over, and i dont want to lose this guy, and i do want to b able to trust not only him, but my family, and my closest friends....i just dont knw how....anybody have any advice?? plz help