Hey, sami and midnight....
Dealing with this totally stinks....Espeacilly when you don't get any for sure answers.
It seems i've been doing this forever.... And at times I feel like I have a good grasp of things.... But it changes really quick.
I don't know of a more fusterating feeling that dealing with doctors who don't listen, and who don't take what you say seriously.
I finally had it with my doc one day when he must have told me for about the millionth time that the "book wasn't written about me and my seizures" because there not conrolled and he can't figure them out.
So I told him then go get a new damn book......
Or step back and take a fresh look at what he's dealing with.
Sometimes I think we need to be more out spoken with the docs to take us seriously.
As for feeling depenent on people/partners it does stinks..... Thats the thing I think I hate the most.
I am sooooo in dependent and hate having to have someone take everywhere..... Or watch over me all the time.
I've been married for over 20 years and my husband is wonderful about dealing with this whole thing, but we do have times where we have problems because of it.....
And it does cause alot of stress at times.....Mainly about money, because of the seizures I don't work....
And its not easy raising a family on one income..... And the cost of the docs, the meds and so on.
Sami, I hope your test go well...
Keep your chin up!!!! And take one day at a time.
Jill