With any addiction, you will always have that fear. That fear comes alone with the real want of getting clean and sober. You have made the first step. Now comes the hard part unforunatly. Being able to get down the road of life without your best friend beside you. "One Day At A Time" that should be your motto and go to some mettings with same addiction. Grow with that and let that be your new found friend.
"Streangh"