so this is gonna be
a little long but i would love to get
feedback.
2weeks ago while watching tv with my guy i
noticed his personal phone lit up and a
screen popped up that showed it was
locked. it didnt faze me at all at the
time. the next day i was curious and asked
my guy "i noticed you phone was locked
baby" those were the exact words i said.
he txt me back and said "i did that to
test you to see if you were snooping
around my phones. you seem to show too
much interest in them so i assume that you
are since you noticed it was locked."
i was crushed at
the fact that he FELT the need to test me
to see if i was snooping through his stuff
just because i noticed that it was locked.
i noticed a few times but until now was
when i brought it up. so many emotions ran
through me. i used to be able to confide
in him...i lost that that day. ever since
then i havent felt or acted the same
towards him. he'll ask me to get his phone
or charge it and i say no. he just
frowns.
im scared that if i confide in him he'll
just blow it up and blame me for
something. thats why i dont talk to him
about anything anymore. it sucks cause i
do love him. he'll ask me whats wrong and
i just shake my head. theres really no
time to talk to him when i feel the need
to because his friend always comes over
and sleeps over. or he goes out with his
friends right after work and comes home
around 12am while im fast asleep. thats
another problem. i even asked him today if
he felt scared being alone with me, that
if he got home i was going to nag him. he
didnt respond.
funny thing is that happens everytime we
have a serious conversation. he'll go and
hang out with his friends or bring his
friend over. its annoying.
like yesterday i finally had the courage
to tell him that i no longer felt that i
could confide in him or trust him ever
since accusing me and telling me he was
testing me. he never responded and you
know what he did that night? he brought
over his friend. totally inconsiderate...
any positive suggestions anybody? ladies
and guys alike. i want to know why hes
acting like this. i just want things to be
like it was before...were i would wake up
and feel like i was falling in love all
over again, like i felt i could trust and
confide in him.
