I am 27 and married. I have been trying to have a baby for some time now. I am very irregular and my have a period 2x a yr. Im on the 3rd round of clomid 50mg. I didnt work the last few times. I started a period this weekend i was so devasted. I have no answers on what could be wrong my doc just wants to try clomid for awhile first. Im so sad though i have cryed all day and just sleep, i dont even want to leave my house for work or anything. I dont want to be around people that have kids and i am getting so bitter. Im getting to the point that i dont even want to live anymore. Plus its hard that my husband has kids already and i cant give him our own child, they live far away and they arent here but it still is so hard and it hurts. I really need to talk with someone that can relate to me and give me some support, im so sad i dont know what to do anymore. I am putting a big strain on my marriage because of how emotional i am. Please PM me with any advice.