Chloe died. A few hours after we got home from the vet, she had a seizure type thing. Then she just died. Pretty much everyone was hysterical. That dog meant so much to us. Even my friends chris and falishia cried. Even larry teared up. I feel better but i'm still really upset. We have beenpumping my milk and giving it to them in an eye dropper like the vet said we could. It's gonna be hard but i'm determined these pups will survive. I even had to let the boys nurse off me because they wouldn't eat from the dropper. I know its weird but i'm gonna do whatever it takes....

Well as you all know my dog had already delivered one stillborn.....We took her to a vet yesterday who was really nice and worked out a payment plan with us......It costed 1200 dollars. Well she had 4 more pups, 1 was dead inside her. She originally had 3 boys and 2 girls, but onbly 2 boys and one girl are alive. The girl is whisper because she wasn't doing too well when she was born, and was real quiet. The boys are toby and clover.....Clover looks just like chloe. Whisper is doing better but she's still weak.

Thanks for the prayers.....At least the pups are alright. Larry took chloe's body to the vet this morning so he could figure out what went wrong. It almost look like she was having a seizure.....But I at least got to be right there with her when she died. I will let you all know what happened soon, but I will probably be on a lot less because I have 4 babies to take care of now. But anyone feel free to call me.