Alright..what's wrong with me?!

I was ticked off how lazy my current boyfriend is... and now- since we really haven't been talking much, I all the sudden miss him?

Maybe I miss the attention? Strange!! But I can't help but realize how much more serious I am about achieving goals, and being active in my life, than he is. If he had it his way-- he'd want me to call everytime I had a spare moment...for what-- to "hear" him reading on the Internet, or "hear" him watch a movie? There's only so much to talk about! I work alot, and he doesn't at all. Anything involving work- he doesn't want to hear about. Even if it involves funny stories, or my friends. So what does that leave me with..? It's like we've burned out- he even said to me once out of the blue while visiting me during the holidays "Have you ever thought about dating within your own state?" HE should TALK--! He lives in another state, like I do! I took that as him not really being interested in me anymore..? Am I right?

Argh! We used to tell each other about our days (when he'd actually do something) Lately, he's just been Mr. Negative... almost angry with me for not dropping everything in my life and move just to aplease him. Mad at me for working..? Isn't that strange? Shouldn't he be happy that I can fend for myself, and not lay around and mooch? He does lay around.. and to me, the mooching is him renting that room, even though he pays all his bills. He doesn't really contribute that much...his room mates even asked him to clean the bathroom (they assigned everyone "chores" so the house could remain clean) and he complained like crazy-- instead of just being happy it wasn't something like the kitchen. I could see if he didn't have time... but that's something he has a TON of!

Is it wrong of me to be angry that he won't do anything? Someone tell me to snap out of this-- I notice I do this yes/no thing everytime I should/need to dump that person...-ARGH!

Moody Yettie