Joined: 13 Dec 2003 Posts: 200 Location: Australia
Pseudo Fits Annyone Been Told They Have Those? Posted: 05-05-04 10:23am
Dear everyone,
thismorning I went
to see a new neurologist, he said that the
things that I decribed to him were
strange, he said he has a strong beliefe
that I am having partial complex seizures
and also pseudo fits. I am 21 yrs old
female and I dont know what is happening
to me. I know that pseudo means that they
are non epileptic, now that means that I
have had 2 neuros tell me I am like a
fake, it hurts why dont they listen I
would not do this to myself, why would I
want to. I am so sick and tired of it all
and I wish that it would all just go away.
I wish that I had my old life back and my
lisence. Its so not fair I am feeling so
down today.
I am just wondering if there are anyother
women out there that have this happen to
them. I am told that pseudo seizures are
more common in women.
I must go I am too upset. They are
sending me to have a sleep deprived eeg
and a temporal lobe mri.
Well thankyou all take care.
Sami
will I ever get a full diagnosis.
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Midnight
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Joined: 28 Jan 2004 Posts: 33
Posted: 05-06-04 01:42am
I had an intern tell me that it was just
stress. In other words she was saying
they were psuedo seizures. But she knew
nothing about me my history or anything
about the seizures I have had. She knew
that I had a eeg and a ct 1 year before
that showed clear. So based on that she
was insuating that I was bringing it upon
myself.
Just remember that when they don't have an
answer they will always say that you are
making it up. My friend went through the
same thing years ago when she started
having panic/anxiety attacks. Now see
how prevalent panic/anxiety attacks are?
They did not believe her then but now they
do. I know that if my Dr. Says it is
just stress and blows it off I will get
another Dr. Until somebody that has an
indepth education in seizures can find
something.
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Midnight
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Joined: 28 Jan 2004 Posts: 33
Posted: 05-06-04 01:57am
I have the same personal feelings as you
sami. My head feels funny all the time.
The meds don't make me feel better and
want I it to stop. Not to mention that
the meds don't keep me seizure free.
Yes your stress can contribute to it.
That is something you need to try and take
a little on at a time. I am. So I know
the seizures are not fully stress related
because it happens when I haven't had
enough sleep and try and have an active
day, etc.
I know that having this is depressing and
unforgiving. People from the outside
truly don't understand unless they can
somehow relate by personal means.
But keep your chin up...I think there are
alot of us out there that are amongst the
60 percentile of unknown causes. Regard
the percentage: whatever the actual
percentage is...Different books say
different numbers. However, all that I
have been told and seen on the net, etc.
Is around 60%. Just knowing that there
is a high percent that is unknown is what
keeps me going. That information came
from many Dr.'s and university hospitals
doing studies and research. So if there
are those Dr.S out there that believe that
there is unexplained causes then you
should too, okay?
You are not alone. "f" them, it is your
body your head. Do not try and change
your what you are truly going through to
appease the Dr.'s or to substantiate the
prognostications the Dr.'s have concluded
due to lack of knowledge or care.
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sami_1982
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Joined: 13 Dec 2003 Posts: 200 Location: Australia
Hello Midnight Posted: 05-06-04 19:11pm
How are you ?
Atleast this new neuro that I saw didnt
tell me that I was a complete fake. He
just said that some things were odd. Like
how when I have those stare fits, I feel
like I just cant stop staring, well thats
what I told him it feels like for me
anyway, but the ppl around me say I am
blowing kisses and touching my body all
over or running my thumb accross my
fingers. My pupils are also huge when
that happens. He also said it was weird
how my body is reacting to the medication.
I felt like saying hey listen here
medical question I dont take drugs never
have so anything works well on me. 1
panadol takes a headache away for me. But
I kept my mouth shut. Atleast he is doing
investigations on me. I am still scared.
I have began to feel traped in my sleep,
nightmares out of control. Unrealistic
dreams. Me feeling my self lay there in
bed not being able to move trying to say
something but no one hears me. Is this is
fake then medical question. Sorry for my
swareing, I just cant handle it anymore.
I read that partial epilepsy is a hard one
to treat because it is very much to do
with stress. And it doesnt respond well
to medication.
Anyways thankyou for your replys.
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Midnight
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Hi Sami Posted: 05-11-04 03:21am
Sometimes when I get into a stare I have
the same problem. And the kissing
thing...My daughter told me I pucker up my
lips sometimes when I have a petite mal.
What is really weird is that whenever I
start really thinking that I can control
this and that maybe it is just a mind over
matter thing. I have some bouts that
really let me know that this is real.
Having you and the other ppl on this bb
say simular things makes me feel like I am
not alone and I am not crazy this is
really happening to me and other ppl, the
Dr.S just can't figure it out. But I
won't quit, I am going to try and find out
what it is and stop this. It is trying
to consume my life and I am having to make
major adjustments but I will get my life
back one way or another.
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MickeyFan
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Joined: 28 Jan 2004 Posts: 73 Location: Algonac, Mi.
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Posted: 05-11-04 10:32am
Don't doubt yourself.... My doc I have
now believes I have always had seizures
even as a baby.... But they were so
suttle noone noticed.
But, when I started to complain about not
feeling right..... (i was 19 years old)
no one would listen to me. I was told
everything else under the sun but
epilepsy. Carpul tunnel was one thing
because I was dropping everything..... My
seizures effect my left hand/arm the
most.
The doc back then wouldn't listen at all
about anything..... Until the night I had
what the er doc said was the worst grand
mal he heard about..... I had bit my
tongue/cheek so bad they had to put
stitches in it.
From that day on they labled me with
epilepsy.....I have gone through many
doc's...
I refuse to deal with a doc that won't
listen to me or explain things to me so I
can understand.
I also want a doc that realizes that "yes"
I want to be seizure free but I also want
a quality of life..... I don't want to
spend all my time being doped up and
sleepy.
And a doc who realizes that I know me
better then he/she does.....And to take
what i'm saying seriously.
As for doing something odd I have always,
even as a kids picked at my lip, and I
remember my mom would comment that I only
did it, when I was deep in a thought.
Sometimes I can stop myself from staring
off but, other times I know i'm doing it
but I can't help it....
Jill
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sami_1982
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Mickyfan Posted: 05-11-04 12:26pm
Funny you say that thing about picking
your lip.
I used to suck my bottom lip as a child.
Until the point that I would have a red
rach on my bottom lip because I had
irritated my skin so bad.
I would wake up in the morning with a new
ulcer in my mouth, my mum would say that I
was just not careful when I chewed my
food. Or that I had to much vitamin c or
something like that. I have always felt
weird as a young child of feeling of fear,
my other siblings have that also. When my
sister listens to a certain song she cant
move and she cant respond. Soon as the
song is over she is fine.
My father did all the drugs under the sun,
as I am getting older I am learning not
very nice things about my mother and how
my entire life may have well been a lie.
My mum told me that when I was about 2 yrs
old or younger I would do this weird thing
in my pram where I would go all stiff and
make a weird noise, she just blew that off
as an attention thing.
My neurologist told me that he believes
that I have had this since I was a small
child.
I would tell my doctors that I felt weird
when I would go to sleep some nights, how
my entire body would jolt so hard that I
would wake up, or just before I would go
to sleep, my body would jerk.
I am just very scared if they take me off
my meds because I look at myself now and
see how much better I am now and I
remember how scarey it was back then for
me to be having grand mal seizures 7 times
a day.
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KFP
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Joined: 30 May 2004 Posts: 1
Posted: 05-30-04 18:05pm
I've just joined this forum because I
found this topic through a google search
for pseudo fits. I had grand mal seizures
for 4 years, sometimes 5 times a day.
They stopped immediately my partner walked
out on me after 13 abusive years. That
had seen me change from a confident woman
to someone unable to say no to anything.
I too had clear eegs and I now realise
that these were pseudo seizures - although
they were real enough to me, I nearly
drowned once in the bath. I was treated
with tegretol, which didn't work (why
would it?).
However, I now find myself diagnosed
bipolar and strangely, bipolar is treated
with many of the same drugs as epilepsy.
I wondered if there might be a link????
I got sick of the attitude to pseudo
seizures from the epiletic community (this
was 10 years ago). I still had fits, I
still lost my driving licence and job (and
so my home). I still couldn't do anything
by myself and I absolutely was not faking
anything. These are as real as any type
of fit and as damaging to your life. But
they do happen and should be acknowledge
for what they are. I was treated to
rudeness and silence from the british
epilepsy association when I rang them for
help and told them what was wrong. And I
was treated like a faker by the medical
profession. Thank god they stopped
because no-one was taking me seriously at
all. I was never offered a psychiatric
referal.
I would be very interested to know if
anyone has knowledge of chemical links
between what may cause pseudo seizures and
bipolar - which is afterall a chemical
problem.
Thanks
kfp
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SleepyJen
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Joined: 31 May 2004 Posts: 41 Location: NYC
Posted: 05-31-04 17:32pm
Sami (and everyone),
never let anyone tell you that you're
'faking' anything! If any doctor ever
tells you that, he/she should never have
become a doctor. While I admittedly
don't know a lot about pseudo-seizures, I
do know that they are real. Just because
they're not being caused by a misfiring of
neurons doesn't mean you're faking
anything. All it means is that a
different type of treatment is required.
In general, if you're not happy with your
neurologist for any reason, it is vital
that you find another one. I saw a
number of neurologists over the course of
ten years, until I was finally diagnosed
correctly with partial epilepsy at age 15
(i'm 25 now). For years they told me it
was just complicated migraines and wanted
to medicate me for that. They even
misread my mri (i had a structural
abnormality that no one noticed).
Anyway, I finally found an extremely
knowledgeable epileptologist who actually
cared about making me better. He didn't
rush my appointments, he returned my
calls, and he cared about my quality of
life. I'm not saying I lived happily
ever after (that's certainly not the
case), but it made a huge difference. My
advice to everyone with epilepsy out there
is to find an epileptologist (not an
ordinary neurologist). If possible, go
to a large epilepsy center. Many
neurologists--scarily enough--seem to know
close to nothing about partial seizures.
Kfp: interestingly enough, my 23 year old
brother was recently diagnosed with
bipolar disorder (so maybe there is a
genetic link of some sort). He's on
depakote now (which i've taken a lot of)
and I see him dealing with all the same
side effects as i've had to deal with.
It really sucks.
Sorry i'm new and have not yet learned to
be concise!
Jen
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no fake
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Joined: 13 Jun 2004 Posts: 7
Hello Group Posted: 06-13-04 01:23am
I am glad to find others that feel
frustrated as I do. I to don't want epi
to be a diagnois. I would just like some
type of answers re:pseudo. It's like a
curse. The other site I post on is not
very active to this subject. People are
quick to judge.
If a epileptic has a spell, it's accepted
as a medical illness, pseudo spells are
looked at as a footloop!!
I was taken to the er in march. First of
all, the ambulance took me. My family
didn't know what the heck was going on.
The paramedics came ,asked my husband a
few ?? And hooked me up to I think a
heart monitor. Quickly if could feel the
unimportance of the situation. I could
not speak,problem w/ vision.No control
over my body,in and out of reality.
We arrived at the hospital. At this time
I was becoming aware of things a bit. I
was left in the hall unattened.Im not sure
how long. I mumbled for my husband but
they said not now.So I waited. When I got
in a room(behind a curtain) they ran eeg.
I was not having a spell but felt very
weak during the test. Im not sure how
much time pasted but a seizure began. My
husband was in the room by now. I could
hear some words clear but they didn't make
since. My husband said they made him
leave. He said he heard them say if I
don't open my eyes ,they were going to
stick a tube down my throat, now is this
what you want? I was trying to open them
but I could not on demand. I guess maybe
she got fed up with me and left because
when I was finally able to open my eyes
,she was long gone. They gave me a shot(i
guess a relaxer) and said I could go
home.At least you would of thought my
husband would be offered a wheelchair to
get me to our truck. My 13 yr old son had
to help hold me up. I dont remember much
else until the next day. They prescribed
lexapro. Boy this was a bigggg slap in
the face. Like we would do this to our
life, our kids, our job,or independence.
Maybe I should have registered as eeyore,
he alway has a dark cloud over head (ha
ha).
We gota keep strong!!!!!!! Sorry if im
rambling on.
Glad to find ya,
no fake
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lynsey962
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Pseudo Fits Posted: 08-30-04 07:16am
Hi my name is lynsey,i have just found out
after 4month I have pseudo fits,i dont
really understand what they supposed to be
and to be honest I dont think the doctors
know themselves what it is,i ave been in
and out of hospital loads of times I have
actually lost count.I have had eeg and ct
scan,and also seen neurologist but tests
come back ok,for the first 2 1/2 month my
gp put me on antidepressions and
betablockers which made the siezures worse
than what they are I can have up to 20fits
in one and I have been told I pass out and
vomit while im out when im coming round my
eyes flicker,i cannot remember what has
happened.It is fraustrating for my family
and myself as the doctor says I just have
to deal with it myself I have a carer in
for 2hrs a day to give my family a break.
My family fought for the carer themselves
as the doctors just dont care.I am having
these seizures every day,i dont know when
they gonna happen or how many im gonna
have.
I would be very gratefull if anyone who
has had the same symptoms or similar would
reply.
Does any1 actually know what pseudo fits
are?
Or does any1 no any medication to help or
stop them?
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tenngal8183
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Joined: 06 Aug 2004 Posts: 6
Hi Everyone Posted: 09-01-04 22:48pm
The correct term for these seizures is
called phsycogenic seizures.
The best way to be diagnosed whether you
have this or true epilepsy is to go into
an epilepsy lab for vidoe taping eeg. I
have done this.
Alot can be gained into the insight of
your brain. I went to vanderbilt in 1998
for this. I have refractory seizures.
They wanted to see if they were true
epileptic seizures or phsycogenic
seizures.
I to at first remember being freaked out
that they must think I was crazy and
'possibly' making myself have them
phsycologically.
Now after having it all done and my
results I kind of wish they had been
phsycological. Maybe I could have become
seizure free with a phsyhiatric help and
the right meds.
i was diagnosed with temporal lobe
seizures(which we knew, and knew I had
scaring)occipital part of my brain damaged
too types. Back then I was having 250 a
month. Was very sick. Was schedualed for
brain surgery that week. Opted out
because the occipital can not be operated
on at all. Only the temporal lobe. What
was the use!
I also have 3 type of seizures. Grand
mal, partial complex and another type.
Can never remember them all.
Phsycogenic seizures affect women more
than men.
There are different catagories also.
There are people who literally fake them
and is why you guys are getting a bad rap
from the medical community. It is a form
of mental illness. Real like any illness.
But people still like to stigmatize.
Pathetic really. The people faking them
do it purely for attention. Do alot of
'odd' behaviors to get a doctor to believe
they really have something wrong. Why on
gods green earth they would choose this is
sooooooo beyond me. I wouldn't wish this
on anyone.
Migraines can cause them. Certainly
stress. They are from the subconcious.
Meaning you cannot possibly 'fake' them.
If any of you can get into a video lab to
have documentation of your type seizures I
would be running. Then you can carry the
diagnosis with you and tell the idiots to
cram it where the sun doesn't shine.
i have 21 years of documentation. Have
the vns implant also. I suffer from
migraines too. Had to go to the emergency
room. That doctor tried to tell me I was
not epileptic! well I politely
pulled my shirt off my chest and asked him
what he thought of that. The scar and
battery. He didn't know what it was! I
said well for your info I am epileptic.
Have been diagnosed at vanderbilt lab.
And this defice onlygoes to patients
suffering from refractory seizures. That
it wasn't implanted just because it could
be. I also told him to call my neuro
seeing he knew so much of my history.
Not! That he was only an emergency room
physician and didn't specialize in
anything. That 'i' had more education on
it than he ever would unless he went back
to school. The nurse thought it was
funny. He was just a jerk. Never has a
doctor spoken to me with such disrespect.
And never have I ever put one in his place
such as him.
Stand up for yourself and back them down.
Educate yourself and then some. I have
been educationg myself for 22 years and
still learn new things. Empower yourself
against morons like that. Don't be
afraid. They are only people. Not god
himself. Many like to think they are.
give me respect and you have mine is how I
look at it. Doctor or no doctor.
This post has me really angry. I have a
friend who suffers from these too. Her
life is upside down just as mine is.
Seizures are seizures. Plain and simple.
They destroy peoples lives!
Good luck to all of you. And don't let
this beat you down or make you 'think' you
are crazy. Get to a lab. Then you can
get the appropriate meds you need for your
type of seizures. Counsling to probably.
But that never hurts anyone. I have had
plenty myself to deal with my disability.
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toocricket
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pseudoseizures Posted: 08-25-08 21:20pm
Hi everyone, My grand daughter was told by
her doctor that she has pseudo seizures,
she jerks, shakes and ever speaks in a
different language. Would like to know if
anyone has had this happen to them. It is
so bad at times she has to have someone
take her home from work. They say it is
all caused by stress. So if anyone could
please tell me if hey have had the
speaking in a different language happen to
them.
Thanks so much. God bless all of you.
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doylie
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Joined: 23 Jul 2008 Posts: 5
frustated with epilepsy Posted: 09-15-08 12:38pm
i am 49yr old female diagnosed with left
temporal lobe epilepsy (intractabe type.
hx of migraines. my primary became
frustrated and would ask me why am is
having syncope at work. i am an rn not
currently working. now am seeing .
specialist in epilepsy. i have
experienced various types of seizures
headace afterwards weak and dizzy. still
think this is not happening and i am just
nuts. and you are right no one really
understands what it is like to experience
these events, unless they are experiencing
them personally. scheduled for a sleep
video am considered a good candidate for
left temporal lobe resection. can anyone
respond to any of this. also am currently
on keppra, lamictal and trileptal. any
comments on info in this mumble mess.