What's with all the caps? No need to scream
Cowgirl, the thing I've always told my friends is that the perfect guy will show up when your not looking. Got out with friends, be confident! -- and yourself. Guys take notice to that.
Your eating habits are not normal. You need to eat. If you continue to do this you may want to speak with a psychiatrist. Otherwise just go out with friends and keep your mind of finding a partner. It will happen, sometimes it just takes more time.
If you ever need to talk, feel free to pm me.
I'm pretty good at listening.