Pray For Us. Dear Angel. Beloved Child
Of God. Your Life Here Was Too Short By
Our Ability To Understand Time. But, For
God, He Wanted You Back With Him. He Is
The Decider Of All Things.
With Respect and Love To Your Dear Mother
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Bobbie my dear! Posted: 07-03-08 22:55pm
much for your kind
words to beloved Jacinta. Today marks 11
years since she departed from the body.
Thanks for celebrating this day with me.
I want to ease other people's pain Bobbie.
That is why I am in this world.
But I don't want to deal with users. Like
Amy was here again today. When beloved
husband talked to her the last time, he
told her we would be gone for 5 days. So
what does she do? She goes away for 5
days and then comes back. I will be the
mean one and
will tell her she is not welcome anymore.
I have had it to above my head. BH says
it is an awkward position for him. I told
him I tell her to go myself. God help me
but I will.
She just buzzed and did not come in. I am
tired of her. You and Homerx are so wise.
Like really. I understood what both of
you were saying about the situation but my
BH could not get it. He cannot tell her
off. He has known her since she was a
child. That's OK, I'll tell her to look
for another home to leave crystal meth
pipes.
The day was good. I did not feel like
getting up but I was working at 9:45am.
Had to get up. I got ready and had
breakfast. Worked until 2:30pm. BH came
to get me from work. That was nice. I
had lunch and then went to see the
herbalist. He said that the herbs I was
taking were cleansing my immune system and
he added that the ones he gave me today to
build the immune system. He seems to know
what he is doing.
I got home and watched the preacher lady.
Soon it was time to go for dinner. BH was
spoiling me. We went to a Chinese
restaurant. Sweet and sour pork, Sizzling
chicken hot place, beef fried rice and and
an egg roll each. We have left overs.
Right now I am boiling the herbs for
tomorrow morning and then I will take my
medication.
You'll never guess what next. That is right. BH
is taking me dancing to celebrate our late
Jessy. Why not? It has been since my
stagette in 2005 since I was out dancing.
No, I was dancing at a wedding last year.
I dance at home.
How are you Bobbie? I suppose the workers
do a better job when you are there. And
the work must be soo good for you. Rock
on girlfriend!
We did not stay at the bar because they
were having a live show. We didn't have
tickets. We had a nice walk and came back
home. We had fun. These people in a
restaurant were fascinated mbae my beloved
husband's beard as we were walking mbae.
I stroked the beard once as we waited for
a light and one guy said, "touch it again"
and I did. We all laughed so hard.
Full of Life and Love. Thank God for you
and your kindness in your heart.
Kindness does not mean to be mistaken for
weakness. Sometimes, we have to put our
foot down and say enough. Amy has to
clean up her act and stop sponging off you
and BH. It doesn't matter how long BH has
known this girl. If you continue to
support her weakness, she will never seek
recover. We all know the story. AND,
sometimes, it is our own caring that keeps
them where they are by our enabling them
to stay the same.
Think about it. But, leaving drug pipes
around the house is definitely unhealthy.
You have a lot of people counting on you
Mson. You are working for a higher good
with your education on AIDS/HIV. You
honestly cannot predict what this girl is
capable of doing. If she has tried to
steal from you, where does that leave your
peace of mind? She has to go. You have
been more than good to her. Sorry. That
is my two cents worth. Wait till Homer
gets home and he will say the very same
thing!!!!!!
On a much happier and brighter note, Your
sweet Jessy is and was so beautiful. Such
a sweet soul. They say only the good die
young. She just didn't have to stay that
long in this incarnation Mson.
With love to you and BH,
Bobbie
Will be glad when our Homer gets home.
Should be by tomorrow I think.
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Happy Independence say United States of America! Posted: 07-05-08 00:44am
11:00am woke up.
Called the doctor's office after making
bed. I want to have a specialist for
HIV/AIDS Instead of of a family doctor.
11:19am sat down for breakfast, watching
the preachings.
12:07pm I will skip rope on the balcony.
Tyler our best man is visiting. He is a
single father at the moment.
If I do one thing, I feel a sense of
accomplishment and it helps me to go on
with the day. I had thought of just
sitting here but another thought told me
to do what I CAN do.
12:28pm I finished candle prayers.
Very...(What is the word I am looking
for?)...very comforting.
Bobbie, there are some star fish shapes on
the prayer wall that have buttons on them.
So I have your button and the other two
on the starfish. I pray for you as many
times as the buttons.
I just realized the other buttons today.
It is 12:34pm. I should start cleaning.
12:58pm bath tub clean, toilet clean, sink
clean. Time for lunch.
1:11pm finished lunch.
I started doing the dishes and the door
bell rang. It was the girl who was taking
care of Tyler's daughter and Tyler's
daughter. She is a doll that one. They
decided they were all going for lunch.
Since I had things to do and I was going
to work later, I decided to stay.
Besides, I had eaten lunch.
Then the buzzer rang - I thought they had
forgotten something but it was actually my
friend from Kenya. I met him a while ago
- years ago at a pizza joint. Anyway, he
just wanted to surprise me with a visit.
I visited with him for a while. Then I
got ready for work and we walked together.
I was about 3 minutes late. We were
talking about how our ancestors (RIP) came
over here before we did so. I was very
happy that he came to see me.
I am at work and there is BH. With food
for me. What a ~Sweetheart~!
One of the girls here made me a strawberry
and apple juice smoothie. Yummy.
On my break at 4:30pm, I went to the
labyrinth. There were 3 young men and one
said to me, "Hey beautiful." He called
called me beautiful I did my prayer
routine and now 5:10pm I am settled for
the shift until 7:15am.
The girl who is
said somebody gay bashed her today. She
told me that if I was walking home alone
to be aware of that guy. The girl is
awesome and it is sad to see that kind of
behavior here in my neighborhood.
After work I went to dinner at my friend
Earl's house. I have known him for over
10 years. Cody was making the dinner.
Roast beef, carrots, mashed potatoes and
an ice cream cake for dessert. We chatted
for a while and then I had to come home
and take my medication.
I found my husband with a friend who just
came back from Spain. It was 9:30pm and
they had not eaten! BH went for pizza and
the guest left.
Today marks 12 years since I came to
Canada. Thank you Jesus for sparing my
life. Around this time 15 years ago I was
told I had AIDS.
We will pick up tomorrow from where we
left today.
Bed time for Bonzo. It is 10:44pm.
Love
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I know Posted: 07-05-08 00:54am
Have to go to bed too. Went to my
friend's winery for dinner and the
fireworks. This nice guy from church met
me there. He is actually very sweet,
intelligent, is accepted by my friends and
believe me they loved BH Walter and are
watching out for me. Went to a dinner
there with him before, a movie and now
this evening. It is nice to have company,
I will admit. He also was sweet to come
out to help me in the vineyard cleaning up
the people forgot to do. He is nice.
And, a good dancer. There were 400 people
for the BBQ plus many others on the
property to see the fireworks from the
city park.
I love your comment bedtime for Bonzo.
Mson. You are too much.
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Re: Mson, You Are Amazing Posted: 07-05-08 12:14pm
Roberta777
wrote:
Full of Life and Love.
Thank God for you and your kindness in
your heart.
Kindness does not mean to be mistaken for
weakness. Sometimes, we have to put our
foot down and say enough. Amy has to
clean up her act and stop sponging off you
and BH. It doesn't matter how long BH has
known this girl. If you continue to
support her weakness, she will never seek
recover. We all know the story. AND,
sometimes, it is our own caring that keeps
them where they are by our enabling them
to stay the same.
Think about it. But, leaving drug pipes
around the house is definitely unhealthy.
You have a lot of people counting on you
Mson. You are working for a higher good
with your education on AIDS/HIV. You
honestly cannot predict what this girl is
capable of doing. If she has tried to
steal from you, where does that leave your
peace of mind? She has to go. You have
been more than good to her. Sorry. That
is my two cents worth. Wait till Homer
gets home and he will say the very same
thing!!!!!!
On a much happier and brighter note, Your
sweet Jessy is and was so beautiful. Such
a sweet soul. They say only the good die
young. She just didn't have to stay that
long in this incarnation Mson.
With love to you and BH,
Bobbie
Will be glad when our Homer gets home.
Should be by tomorrow I
think.
very much Bobbie
for telling me about Amy. With your
strength and that of Homerx, I will be
able to tell her off. Even her dad's
cousin will not let her stay with him.
And yes I have thought about it. We are
enablers. She does all the drugs she
wants then she comes here to twitch. Her
presence disrupts the peace in the home.
She has to go. And you are right again.
It does not matter how long BH has known
her.
He is too chicken to talk to her but now
that he agrees that she is a bother, I can
tell her to go away.
My BH has tried to be subtle but I will be
brutal. No mercy.
This morning I woke up at 9:49am. Just about to have
breakfast and then continue with the
cleaning where I left of yesterday.
Sorry I never saw this post until this
morning.
Love you Bobbie.
And about company, it is very important to
have company that you enjoy. I am glad
you are open to it. Friends first and
then everything else follows in a flow.
all you can do is be blunt. Just come
right out and say what you think. No
pussyfooting around but say it like it is
Mson.
If Amy's own blood kin won't let her stay
with them, there has to be a reason. They
are onto her. Amy needs to get herself
clean and then, and only then, will she be
able to help herself.
Master manipulators are good and they can
be very, very good on tuning into us and
they will remind us that we have problems
and poor them, give them a break.
For this girl to make you feel unsafe in
your own home is part of being a
manipulator. She used you and probably
uses just about anybody who will let her
past the doorstep to have a place to
crash. That is not good energy for you
Mson. You are getting better and don't
need this grief in your life. To tell you
the truth, she probably can't remember
half the things going on with her. Black
outs.
Next time she leaves, please ask Homer on
this one, but, don't even answer the
intercom but then she will just keep
pestering you. Maybe like you say, just
be blunt, in her face and say GET OUT.
You are not welcome here anymore.
Goodbye. Get help.
I am like you Mson. I try my best to be
kind but when push comes to shove, I will
do it.
Take care of yourself and don't stress
over this. You have too much positive
going on in your life.
Bobbie
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Bobbie my dear! Posted: 07-06-08 00:41am
You write so well. I really loved the
last sentence. And it is true.
11:00 something in the morning, my mum
called. She is in the coastal area of
Kenya. She was saying that yesterday one
of her cows died. It broke off the area
and fell into a water hole. Lord have
mercy. My dad phoned her about it and she
was soo mad that she disconnected the
phone on him. Those two .
Then mum was telling me about how she has
been taken to the chief for taking a girl
who was in school and having her employed
as a maid. OMG!! I know where I got
my drama from.
1:32pm finished watching a movie. Time to
have lunch.
The buns had gone moldy and so I just had
the black forest ham and some milk.
Creative eh? Just something to keep me
going. Now I am onto the cleaning. It is
1:45pm. First I'll have a
Had a chat with BH. He will be going for
an interview soon as a Junior Programmer.
He is always programming. That is what
occupies most of his time. But to get paid
to do what he loves will be something
else. The interview would be this weekend
or next week. Please pray for his career
and that He walks God's path as usual.
That his feet may walk the right path.
Tyler and beloved husband have been
friends since elementary school. He was
asked to look for somebody and he thought
of his friend. See how God works? I am
believing in God for this job for BH. He
deserves it.
2:53pm, finally started the cleaning.
5:49pm. Woke up from a nap. I was in bed
mbae about 2:54pm.
Didn't do any cleaning. *hanging head in
shame*
7:10pm finished doing dishes, wiping down
the stove top and counters. I vacuumed -
oh I feel better. I did the kitty litter
as well.
I am now getting ready to go for my
labyrinth walk.
7:19pm ready to go for a walk.
8:18pm got back home from a walk and
shopping. I got cereal, pineapple juice,
lunch meat and buns. Now I am off to do
the candle prayers.
God works in mysterious ways. I saw Amy
downtown today. I told her to come and
get her stuff. She has a half a garbage
bag of clothes. She told me she will come
get them because she has found a place. I
have heard that story about getting a
place before.
8:31pm I am done candle prayers.
Tonight we are eating tacos. BH is busy
in the kitchen cooking. Naked. I love
the whole idea. When he gets the job, I
will have to cook but he said he will cook
any day he is not working. He has cooked
for me since 2004! God bless him.
Fillings for the tacos are tomato, orange
pepper, green onion, red onion, cheese,
beef and sauce.
I had to call my fixed pay account. They
paid a balance transfer but over paid mbae
about $1300. I was after the 144$ that
they charged me for the balance transfer.
Mbae the end of the conversation, she paid
back a half of the charges. Neat. Thanks
Jesus.
Homerx was supposed to be here today but I
guess he is tired and probably has a lot
to do.
My beloved husband is playing with the cat
upstairs. I can here him laughing and
belching.
It is 10:40pm. I better go give my
beloved the massage that I missed
yesterday.
BH is now downstairs. His way of telling
me that I have taken too long. Now it is
my turn to go wait for him. What a cool
game.
All the best Bobbie.
from
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Oh Mson Posted: 07-06-08 19:27pm
I love the way you love each other and are
there for one another. That is so cool
and precious and beautiful.
Going to make dinner a little early. The
labor contractor who put in the
trellissing is coming out at 10:00
tomorrow because it seems to be too loose.
Called Lee but he refuses to be
responsible. Took the money and ran like
a rat that baby boy.
I have been together just as a casual date
a few times with the nice guy from church
and we have had a good time. My friends
at the winery like him and accept him. He
is a good guy.
Later,
Love,
Bobbie
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Bobbie my dear! Posted: 07-06-08 20:53pm
Bobbie,
I woke up around 10:00am. Had breakfast
and got ready to go to the gay parade. It
is 6:00pm and I have been gone since
11:00am There was bare chested ladies, oh
mama. It was quite the show. We were
dancing for the longest time.
My friend Earl and I went for lunch. We
had each a bowl of soup made of beans,
corn and chorizo (sp) sausages. Earl had
two ginger ale while I had a Caesar.
Lunch cost us around $37. It was fun and
it was pride day anyway.
When I got home today, beloved husband had
been out looking for a shirt for the
interview. A nice burgundy. He is a
little bit nervous about it all and so am
I.
This is a picture of me taken before I
left this morning. It was still too early
to get me smiling.
Those stairs lead to a loft upstairs.
That is the love seat I got for $200.
There are two book shelves there
underneath the stairs and on top of them
and on the wall are what I refer to the
the candle prayer wall. The love seat is
against the counter space in the kitchen
and a broken dish washer that acts as a
counter. The fridge full of pictures is
also visible. I am wearing the anointed
scarf from Homerx on my head.
I had a good day.
Coming home and finding your reply made my
day.
Bobbie, I am starting to notice how many
ways my beloved husband and I love each
other. Like I couldn't wait to get home
from the pride parade.
Sorry to hear about yet another mistake
that Lee made. I am glad that you are
doing something about it. There really
are people that take advantage of good
people like yourself Bobbie. *sigh*
Do you think it is wise to call him?
Very glad to hear about the dates with the
nice man from church. I was friends with
my beloved husband for over 4 years before
we thought of being lovers. So I am happy
for you and whatever will be will be. It
will unfold itself.
It is 6:54pm. The weekend is almost over
but it sure was fun.
Homerx hasn't posted yet and I hope he is
alright. Ricky was leaving for California
as Homerx was getting back. He must be
too busy. I miss him.
Always with love and light
Mson
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Where is HomerX???????? Posted: 07-07-08 22:17pm
Dearest Mason and Bobbie: HomerX is alive
and well in Ore City. He just will not be
on line for about a week cuz he cannot get
to the computer in the bedroom as the
floor is being re-done. He sends his love
and regards.....had a great time in
Atlanta!!! Misses Ya'll!! I have had the
pleasure of knowing Homer since 1976....he
is wonderfully unique isn't he? I told
Homer that u posted a pic of Jessie on the
site and he can't wait to see her --she
looks like a beautiful little
angel....Peace and love--Bobbette
Dearest Mson and Bobbette Posted: 07-07-08 23:05pm
Thanks for letting us know about our
beloved Homerx. We will wait to hear from
him or even call him to say hello.
Mson, thank you for your beautiful picture
on your loveseat. And, with the blessed
scarf from Homer. You are just so young
and so beautiful. Praise God that he has
blessed you to be in your new country,
Canada, where you are loved, treasured and
blessed. Can see why BH fell in love with
you dear, sweet girl.
I have to tell you that I am hearing this
amazing endangered red fox calling out in
my vineyard outside my window. It is like
barking/croaking sound.
Well, for me, I felt that if I could just
get Lee out of my life and out of my
vineyards no matter how painful it would
be, that it would be a good decision.
The one thing I will say about Lee is he
always loved this new vineyard and he
never let anybody cheat me. I let him go
and now come to find out the new labor
contractor was spending way, way too much
time with people out there. And, now,
even when I was out there working with
them and saying why aren't you doing it
properly, cutting off the ends and tying
them down individually, not two lines
together? He said he was right. He has
now overcharged me by over $4,000.00.
My people came out today and they will
come in and correct it. I feel sick. So
sick that I called and asked Lee to come
back. I realize that I felt I would do
anything to get over him and seeing him
but I was not acting rationally. My
vineyards come first and not my feelings
for him. He said he will think about it.
I called back and said I appreciate that
but I need to know; otherwise, I will have
to search for a new vineyard manager.
One thing Mson, when I said to Lee, well,
maybe I can go out there and fix it and he
said it would take years. I don't think
so. I have to go out to turn on the
watering stations and a least there were a
few smart guys who did it right.
I really don't want Lee back in my life as
he hurts me and humiliates me and has even
demanded things from my estate. But, I
get scared and worry about this debt and
he tells me only he can sell my fruit
(which he is really good at), but he is a
cruel man and not even that old to be
called a man. He is 33. A baby really.
Love your picture. Please put it on as
your avatar because it shows your
sweetness and innocence.
Bobbie
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Dearest Bobbie Posted: 07-08-08 00:18am
yourself
Have u spoken with your priest about your
conflicts? plp Bobbette
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Bobbie my dear! Posted: 07-08-08 00:23am
Last night I set the alarm for 9:00am
instead of 8:45am. I managed to get out
of bed at 9:41am. Not bad but I should do
better.
10:23am I am having breakfast.
My husband removes his clothes that he had
just worn so that we would both have naked My
BH is a fine and funny man. Always
complimenting me in the morning. Last
night he said thanks for the many times I
have gone out to work eg office cleaning
or working at the club . That meant
a lot to me. He told me that he doesn't
know if there is a woman who will love him
like I do. In the world.
10:34am, calling SAN-FAN's credit card to
get an increment. It is a low interest
card which I would like to use to pay off
one of the other cards. I am on hold...I
went through the application process and
they will tell me tomorrow, I mean
Wednesday.
10;52 am, BH has his clothes on. .
The birds are singing. I managed to get
an appointment at the doctor's office. I
want to get a referral to see a
specialist. Especially because this
doctor did not know that my last
medication made me fatigued.
10:59am. I got a long kiss from Bh as he went
out. I am feeling better than when I
first woke up. It is all in the attitude.
11:05am, I skipped rope.
11:09am took the recycle out.
11:29am. I just finished taking the
recycle out and BH came home with three
pairs of new socks and he says his new
pants are being hemmed. He is getting
ready for the interview. The pants will
be ready after tomorrow hopefully it is
not too late but if it is, BH has said he
will mbae other pants.
11:34am, time to get ready. I have a
lunch meeting at the AIDS office for
12:00pm. It is a fifteen minute walk.
11:47am. Heading to the AIDS office.
BH says the best part of getting dressed
is getting undressed. . He
says that as he unbuttons his shirt.
2:21pm, back home. I went and had the
meeting. Had pizza for lunch - went to
the labyrinth and said my prayers. The P
O box had a cheque for $100 for speaking.
I went and cashed the cheque. We divided
half and half as usual. The I took the
excess money that was over paid on a
balance transfer and paid it to a line of
credit.
We pay all our minimum every month and
choose two cards of a high interest rate
to pay off. The money we earn on Tuesdays
at the club goes to
credit cards. Thursday money goes to and Friday
money goes to the food budget. We pay
ourselves $12 each per week. Pocket
money.
I went crazy trying to organize the
finances but finally we got it planned.
As per now, we have a couple of cards paid
off. It has been your prayers.
2:53pm, having using a
pipe. I don't know how to roll
and BH has gone on a walk. We keep
talking about if he got the job...the
birds are singing.
3:13pm heading out to doctor's office.
4:38pm I am back from seeing the doctor.
He has just come back from Tanzania
Africa. He showed me pictures of Africa.
Told me I had 330 fighter cells up from
260. Thanks Jesus!
I asked the doctor if I could see him at
another clinic and he said he has nowhere
else. I told him it how hard it was to
get in to see him. He called the front
desk and he said I can pre book my
appointments.
I told him who I wanted to see as a
specialist and when I told him who I
wanted a refferal to see, he said that
that doctor was retiring. I asked him
when was the retirement and he said he did
not know the answer.
He was recommending me to his friend I
think and I said no. I want the elderly
doctor who has seen it all. He was saying
I am not too sick to see a specialist. Do
you only see a specialist when you are
very sick? I would rather a doctor who
specializes in HIV than a doctor who is
only interested in the disease.
(I got a lot to say today )
5:00pm, watch news.
5:57pm ordering food. We had nothing in
the frigde. We are eating Swiss Chalet.
Ribs, spring rolls and pop. About $30.
5:59 watching preacher women.
6:40pm dinner time. Show on pause.
6:58pm done with dinner. Back to
preacher woman.
7:25pm time to do dishes.
8:29pm dishes are done, stove top wiped
and counters cleaned. Thanks Jesus.
Just finished saying candle prayers at
8:43pm.
Thanks Bobbette for an update about
Homerx. Means a lot to us. Thanks a
bunch.
Bobbie, are you serious about Lee? I
really don't know the whole story just
bits and pieces. I pray everyday but
Sunday for you Bobbie. Whatever happens,
make sure to use condoms. I don't know if
HPV is like HIV where one can get
re-infected. Just saying. I hear you
when you say the vineyards come first. It
is your livelihood. Set everything else
aside and work on what propers you. I can
understand that.
Thanks for the complements. Young,
sweetness and innocent you say? I believe
it. And so are you Bobbie. When I think
of that other man hitting you in the belly
while you were with baby I clench.
Anyway, I have to stop writing and go to
bed. I love bed time. My night to get a
massage that I should have got yesterday.
We are flexible.
It is 10:23pm
Love you lots
Mson
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No Mson Posted: 07-08-08 02:01am
I am not with Lee anymore or with any man
because I have HPV. He torments me just
like now but with God's grace and your
prayers I will survive, because I am a
survivor. I went back out there and it
can be fixed. Not years like he said but
try weeks. Even if it is just me fixing
it up and down those hills. I think it is
the deal of getting rid of somebody with
the nerve of competiting with Lee.
Then he tried to tell me that my labor
contractor who never tried to cheat me
only works for him and another big winery.
But the man told me today that even if it
didn't work out with Lee and me they could
still work for me.
I honestly want you to pray for me not to
let Lee back into my life because I feel
it would make me weak and not able to
stand up to him and I honestly want him
out of here and out of my life.
Pray for me as I pray for you dear
sister.
Bobbie
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Yes, I have Posted: 07-08-08 02:15am
spoken to my priest and he is special and
has the gift of understanding. When I
told Lee I talked to the priest, he said I
was crazy. I said no I am not, you are
the person who denies and can't get help.
I told my priest about all of it, the HPV,
everything. He still treats me with the
same love and respect. Nothing different
there. He loves me as a child of God.
Thanks Bobbette,
Bobbie
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Priest Posted: 07-08-08 11:51am
It sounds like he is a good one.
Non-judgemental and loving. You r an
intelligent woman, obviously. I am sure
you will make decisions for yourself
ensuring your best interests for health
(spiritual and physical) and peace of
mind. You have alot going on taking care
of the vineyard and a Bed n'Breakfast.
Decide what u need to do to make your jobs
as efficient and productive as possible
with the least stress. peace, love and
prayers---Bobbette
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Bobbie my dear! Posted: 07-08-08 12:15pm
Roberta777
wrote:
Thanks for letting us know
about our beloved
My people came out today and they will
come in and correct it. I feel sick.
So sick
that I called and asked Lee to come
back. I realize that I felt I
would do anything to get over him and
seeing him but I was not acting
rationally. My vineyards come first and
not my feelings for him. He said he will
think about it. I called back and said I
appreciate that but I need to know;
otherwise, I will have to search for a new
vineyard manager.
Bobbie
Dear Bobbie. I am as
you wrote the above. You called Lee to
come back. Why? Because you think he is
the only one who can do a good job. I am
sure there are many other vineyard
managers without going to Lee. Surely
Bobbie. You don't want to open up a whole
new can of worms. But on the other hand,
you cannot watch your crop go to waste.
All I can do is pray for you my dear...to
me, once I have been sexually involved
with someone, it would be most difficult
to work with them again without being
sexually involved again. See what I mean
to use condoms? I am obviously
about the whole issue..
much for your kind
words to beloved Jacinta. Today marks 11
years since she departed from the body.
Thanks for celebrating this day with me.
one and
will tell her she is not welcome anymore.
I have had it to above my head. BH says
it is an awkward position for him. I told
him I tell her to go myself. God help me
but I will.
That is right. BH
is taking me dancing to celebrate our late
Jessy. Why not? It has been since my
stagette in 2005 since I was out dancing.
No, I was dancing at a wedding last year.
I dance at home. 
11:00am woke up.
said somebody gay bashed her today. She
told me that if I was walking home alone
to be aware of that guy. The girl is
awesome and it is sad to see that kind of
behavior here in my neighborhood.
.
Then mum was telling me about how she has
been taken to the chief for taking a girl
who was in school and having her employed
as a maid. OMG!! 
I know where I got
my drama from.
Didn't do any cleaning. *hanging head in
shame*
from Bh as he went
out. I am feeling better than when I
first woke up. It is all in the attitude.