Homerx,

No you haven't already told about what you got the little girl. You are awesome. Very thoughtful. I am sorry to hear about your arm. I have hope that it will heal with time in Jesus name.

Bobbie,

How are you doing? Working hard I suppose. May God bless the labour of your hands.

Homerx and Bobbie,

I woke up this morning at 10:10am. Much better than yesterday. I woke up to a clean kitchen. Right now I am having breakfast.

The phone was ringing off the hook. It is this HIV person from my hometown that Rosemary gave my cell number. I have told him previously not to call the cell anymore because it is so costly. I gave him the home number and now he keeps calling. My beloved husband told him that I was sleeping this morning. He called thrice this morning. So when the cell phone rang we ignored. When I checked the messages, it was the club, calling me to work. I called them and agreed to work this afternoon. A few extra $$ will not hurt us.

Thanks for your prayers. Life is easier because of those prayer. I will keep praying for you. I pray that I will always be able to pray. Yes Jesus!

After breakfast I am going to skip rope, light the candle and smudge. I am listening my husband's music. Then I am going to be preached at out of my own desire- watching Creflo Dollar. I will read my book and I will color.

My husband always greets me every morning with a smile and tells me how good I look no matter what I wear. Especially when I have nothing on.

My God! What a great difference it makes to do the dishes at night.

Homerx, I love your choice of music. "Morning has broken," is all I needed to hear.

Let me get on with my day.

Blessings upon us.

Love always
Mson

Mson, You are so lucky to have a cool job like that...I am jealous Thats so cool!
Enjoy your day, my dear...peace and love to you and BH
xoxo,Homer

Good morning Its awfully quiet today and yesterday...where is every one? Hope you are all OK. I am fine. I dont have anything to say except Hi

I woke up at 9:08am I almost did not get out of bed but I had to be at work at 9:45am. I had cereal, got ready and was out of the house in good time. Work is only ten minutes walking distance.

Homerx, you have made me realize what a good job I have. Sometimes we take things we have for granted. A member joined the staff not too long ago and just how she was excited about the job really woke me up. I have been here since 2001 as staff and I must admit I was getting a little rusty. I am putting effort to be the best that I can be. I needed you to awaken me up. Thanks my dear. I realise I am in a very good position where I get paid to be an activist.

I do make mistakes. I am only human. A guy came in with a card from another local club. I told him he needed a doctor's note which is what we ask for. After he left, I was telling the boss what was going on and he said I should have signed the guy up. I felt so badly and the boss asked me if I had read the manual and I told him I would read it again. The manual told me I was right to do what I did. I showed it to the boss and he said he would put the changes. I still felt badly. I am the second oldest member of staff. I hate it when things go wrong.

Like when I was working in the winter of 2006 and thugs came in. There was three of them. Two of them had bandanas over their mouths and they carried baseball bats and a metal pipe. It was quite the scene. I ended up in the mental hospital. So everyday I come to work I ask for God's protection over the club. Please pray for us about that.

Homerx, I missed my doctor's appointment yesterday. I was home and everything and had the appointment written on the calendar and I FORGOT! It is so hard to get in today but I will keep trying. I called the clinic this morning and they said they could not reach me on my phone. What a nuisance. But I should not worry too much because I am only getting test results. It sort of bugs me though. Makes me a little annoyed. Oh well.

During my break I am going to go to the labyrinth and say my prayers. After work I will get cereal from the market, head home and have lunch. Skip rope, smudge, watch a preacher, light the candle and say more prayers. I will also call the clinic to see if anybody cancelled. What a nuisance.

Always nice chatting with you Homerx. You always make me feel better. Say hey to Bobbie for me please.

Love
Mson

I forgot to mention that I am wearing the scarf today as a belt. It is an awesome feeling. Thanks for the protection in Jesus name. Amen.

hi Mson. I don't know whats going on with Bobbie. I suppose she is busy right now with her vineyards and all that drama with Lee. I hope she is fine.
I am going to Atlanta Georgia on June the 28th for a week. I will visit my brother and go to a concert...here is a song or 2 or 3 from the person I am going to see, you might now him, his name is Boz Scaggs and he is one of my favorite artists.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U3FPuK8RFK8

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=65EoK4OelZU

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xci4Nwvkp_U &feature=related

Im getting excited and also nervous...traveling always makes me nervous for some reason. Anyway, I return on the 5th of July, the same day Rick flies out to California... ...so that sucks but my brother is paying for me to go and its all set up already so even though Ricky isnt happy about it i am going. I have been a HUGE fan of Boz Scaggs ever since I was a kid and have never seen him live so i cant miss it. He doesn't tour hardly ever and this may be one of his last so I am going.
I remember you telling me about the thugs robbing the club...scary,you are very lucky you came out of it alive and unharmed. Lord! Scary stuff...people can be so ruthless some times..
Anyway, I have to get busy. Like you I over slept and now the day is flying by. Theres never enough time ...
Love and peace,Homer
I am SO happy you are using the blessed scarf as it was intended...as a belt is a great idea!!! Cool!

Thanks for telling me about your trip.

Good for you for taking your stand and going anyways. I admire that.

He misses you while you are gone. So do we. How long is Ricky gone for?

I listened to the music. The guy has a powerful voice. No doubt.

Wi chat later

xoxo
Mson

Hi...Ricky will be gone for 7 days i believe...
Yeah, I know its just because with me gone he is lonely and cant take care of all that i do as he has to work but like you said, I am standing my ground and I need a break some times as well.. I will only be gone 5 days...surely he can handle the dogs,birds and house for 5 days... Its good to be needed and missed and loved but I have to go see Boz...I LOVE his voice and his music is the story of my life...we go back many years, his music and I ..

I did not want to say it but I thought Ricky might miss what you do while he is working. That includes having a meal on the table. Honey, you will be gone for 7 days. June 28 - July 5. Of course he is going to miss you and as though that is not enough he leaves for 7 days on the day you get home.

We Cancers are very insecure. I have no doubt in my mind that he will cope. And as a song goes, "Even lover need a holiday away from each other.

You have a brother in San Fransisco and another in Atlanta? How generous of him to invite you over. You deserve it.

Maybe you are more excited than nervous. I would be too.

Make sure to stay safe for goodness sake Homerx. No falling - nothing like that. Promise?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UKDVUUfGXzU


Everybody needs a little time away
I heard her say
From each other
Even lovers need a holiday
Far away from each other
Hold me now
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to stay

After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you
I promise to
And after all that's been said and done
You're just a part of me I can't let go

Couldn't stand to be kept away
Just for the day
From your body
Wouldn't want to be swept away
Far away from the one that I love

Hold me now
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to know

Hold me now
I really want to tell you I'm sorry
I could never let you go
After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you
I promise to

And after all that's been said and done
You're just a part of me I can't let go
After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you,
I promise to

And after all that's been said and done
You're just a part of me I can't let go

You're gonna be the lucky one

Everybody needs a little time away
I heard her say

Love
Mson

Good Morning
Yes,Mson,as usual, you are right, I will be gone 7 days. And the brother in Atlanta is the one that paid for my trip and went to San Fransisco...same guy. He and his girlfriend met me in San Fransisco, paid for my flight and all that.
I promise, no more getting on bikes. I am too old for that stuff! I will be careful.
I love that song...I know it by the group Chicago,they did it back in the 80's. I forgot about it...good song and so true!Thanks
I still haven't hear from Bobbie
I need to walk today for 30 minutes and maybe change the sheets....I will probably go to town tomorrow and go to the store and get all the groceries for Rick for the week that I am gone. I kind of don't want to go This will be my last trip this year. I am wanting to stay home more and more. I don't know why I just hate leaving all my babies. they are all alone all day when I am gone and Ricky doesn't dote over them like I do. I baby them so much that every time I leave and come back they seem skinny and stressed maybe its just me....probably is.
OK,dear,I will talk to you later. Have a blessed day.
xoxo,Homer
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1FXKyQUE-BI &feature=related
Good morning starshine
The earth says hello
You twinkle above us
We twinkle below

Good morning starshine
You lead us along
My love and me as we sing
Our early morning singing song

Gliddy glub gloopy
Nibby nabby noopy
La la la lo lo
Sabba sibby sabba
Nooby abba nabba
Le le lo lo
Tooby ooby walla
Nooby abba naba
Early morning singing song

Good morning starshine
The earth says hello
You twinkle above us
We twinkle below

Good morning starshine
You lead us along
My love and me as we sing
Our early morning singing song

Gliddy glub gloopy
Nibby nabby noopy
La la la lo lo
Sabba sibby sabba
Nooby abba nabba
Le le lo lo
Tooby ooby walla
Nooby abba naba
Early morning singing song

Singing a song
Humming a song
Singing a song
Loving a song
Laughing a song
Singing a song
Sing the song
Song song song sing
Sing sing sing sing song

Good morning.

Thanks for the song. I love that song. I am downloading it for my collection. My husband was singing along.

I woke up and came to do some work on the computer - naked! I was OK until I heard this sanding sound. It was a man sanding our balcony in readiness for painting. I jumped and went and got a robe. My husband was away at the time and when I told him what had happened, he went outside and then called me and all we could see on the window was the reflection of the sky. So the guy never saw me.

I have had breakfast. Today is house cleaning day. I will skip rope and then start the cleaning. Later this afternoon I am going to work. Then it's the weekend...yeah!

You sound like you are having cold feet about going. Remember this is music you have been listening to and this time it is live and you don't have to pay for it.

It is funny what you say about the babies when you get back. That they look skinny and stressed. That got me They will be fine my dear. Don't worry about it.

I always pray for Bobbie so I am not worried about her. I just take everything to the Lord in prayer.

I better get on with my day.

Love you
Mson

Yeah, they will be fine. Its me...I am a mess
Anyway, I went to the store around th corner and got milk and some munchies...nuts and chips and stuff. I am glad your BH was singing along...I love that. Joy Joy Joy!!! Music is magic. Talk to you soon,dearest.
Homer

The house is nice and clean. Thanks for all the motivation you give me just mbae being you.

I have had lunch, had a and tied the scarf to my waist. I can do this.

I am off to work.

Wi chat later
xoxo
Mson

You, my dear, can do anything! Your the BOMB!!! Have a great day at work!

You make me laugh.

Beloved husband went camping last night with Chris and Pasclae. I didn't want to go. Camping is not really my thing. I have gone camping 4 times in the 12 years I have been in Canada and it is not appealing for me. So I am home alone with Gandalf the cat.

This morning I woke up around 10:00am , not bad for a weekend. I made the bed as usual, put on some Kenyan music and danced like nobody was watching. I skipped rope a hundred and fifty times after breakfast. Then I got ready, lit a candle and prayed. I am really really starting to enjoy prayer. It is a good way of doing away with worry.

I did a smudge where I include all forumers in all my forums.

My next plan is going to the labyrinth and then see if my friend Earl is home so that I can give him our roaches. But before that, I am going to partake of .

Hope you are having a wonderful weekend. I have the scarf on my neck. I know you don't like the heat but Happy First Day of Summer!

Bobbie, where are you?

I love you
Mson.

Hi Doll...well, I have had a day...there is some one threatening me saying "see you in the obituaries" so i am laying low. i will talk to you later on and PM and tell you what happened...scary:(

Good Lord have mercy.

Mson.

I am very sorry to hear about your ordeal.

I had a good day which included buying a leather love seat. I looked in a listing for a love seat and I found one for $200. That included delivery and taking the old love seat. Actually I spent $15 on a cab.

This is what happened. I checked on the Internet and there was this guy selling a leather love seat for $200. I wrote him an email saying that I was interested in the love seat. He wrote back and said that I could go look at the love seat. I took a bus to this guy's place. I really loved the love seat. More comfortable than the love seat we had before which I had used since I was single.

I told the guy that I had to go get some money. He was trying to call somebody for delivery which is included in the price. I walked to the bus stop heading home not sure that I was going to mbae the love seat. Then I saw a taxi going mbae and I dialed the number. I told the taxi driver where I was and I told him I needed a vehicle that would carry a love seat. If I had not seen a taxi with a number on it to call, I was going and would regret for the rest of my life for not mbaeing the love seat. God works in mysterious ways.

The taxi driver said he was going to try and fit it in and if it did not fit he would call a station wagon. I told him if he would take me to the bank first. He drove me there and then we went upstairs to the love seat guy. The love seat guy said he had it already taken care of. I almost cried because I thought he was saying he has sold the love seat. What he meant was that he had found a delivery guy. Phew! So I went and paid the taxi driver $15. So the whole thing cost me $215 which includes taking the old love seat away.

This is a surprise for my beloved husband. He is still away camping. I have mentioned that we should get another love seat but he was reluctant. He will come home and there it will be.

June 29, 03 marks five years since we started dating. We had known each other as friends four years before dating. I consider the love seat our gift for how long we have known each other. Mostly for the time we have been together since our first date.

Hope everything works well for you. I am going to bed now. They called me to work tomorrow and then afterwards I am going to the boss' 39 birthday party. After the party, I will see how my beloved likes the new love seat.

Love always
Mson

I have been working so hard in the vineyards going back through and doing more tying of the new plants and training some of them that were too little when the workers were here. It has been so hot here this week, up to 112 degrees for four or five days in a row. It really takes it out of you. Then Saturday morning, very high humidity which is a killer. Very unusual, I think that is the worst humidity I have ever experienced and we have lived here 8 years now. It was like being in Hawaii or Florida.

My vineyards are looking so much better and the new manager is a good man and it is good not to be seeing Lee anymore. It just tore me up every time I did. Even talking to him tears me up.

Homer, you have helped me so much to get over this fixation of Lee. As things have come to light, he definitely is not a person I could have in my life on any level.

That beating up his wife when she was pregnant with his son (he went back and got pregnant) and then going into their beautiful home and breaking out all the windows just makes me sick to think I could ever have loved a person like that.

I talked to him about it. I asked him where his wife and little girl were. He said they were in town. It sounds like he pretty knows their coming and going. He knows where she is working. He said he only broke out two windows. Like that makes him less of a violent person? He scares me. Somebody had to come home to find that mess pregnant and terrified with a small child. She had to clean up the broken glass and then move out of the house for two weeks while the glass people came out to replace the windows. Totally unbelieveable and huge mental problems here.

I had lunch with the nice guy from church. He is very pleasant and a true believer but I am not interested in a relationship with anybody. Then we went to see a movie yesterday. He is very generous and nice company.

My brother called and said if I decided to get serious to go in to be tested. But, I already have HPV and I don't see the point in that because I am not going to be with this guy like that.

Homer, I am glad you are going to the concert. He is also playing here at the Mid-State Fair this summer. He is wonderful. Enjoy yourself. I hear you on being anxious about travelling. It is because of what you have gone through. You feel safe in your own home with Ricky, the dogs and your birds. Going outside is sometimes a scary thing, but you will be fine my dear.

Mson, what are you cooking for dinner tonight? You always come up with good things to share with your BH. Thank you for praying for me Mson. I hold you and Homer up in prayer as well.

Homer, any more pictures of the puppies before Ricky and you sent them to California?

Love to you both and sorry I haven't have the strength to do much more than work out there. But, I love those babies and it is good to touch and be with them. They love you back.

Bobbie

good morning my friends
Well, the week end flew. Time is running out and I leave for Atlanta on Saturday. Bobbie, you know I was getting really worried about you last night for some reason. I was so glad to C you had responded, it set my mind at ease. Mson and I have both been thinking about you, she said you were probably busy with your babies and all. I need to learn to chill out.
We washed all the dogs and changed sheets,dusted and polished furniture,did the yard work,etc this week end. It was nice. Now today I can empty the dish washer and fold some clothes and that should be about it. Seems like I am missing something.. Oh well, it will come to me.
Have a great day,my friends.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U6tV11acSRk

Love,Homer