Thats my girl! I know you are a surviver
and a very smart and loving woman...you do
what you know to be right and everything
will fall into place.
A song for you all
FRIENDS
I hope the day will be a lighter highway
For friends are found on every road
Can you ever think of any better way
For the lost and weary travelers to go
Making friends for the world to see
Let the people know you got what you need
With a friend at hand you will see the
light
If your friends are there then
everything’s all right
It seems to me a crime that we should age
These fragile times should never slip us
by
A time you never can or shall erase
As friends together watch their childhood
fly
http://www.youtube.co
m/watch?v=jSiRSvXBu00
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Friends. Posted: 05-02-08 11:23am
That is a beautiful song Homerx. Thanks
for sharing. "This fragile times should
never slip us mbae..."
Bobbie, I will continue to pray for you
even as I pray for Homerx and others. But
now I know what to pray for.
This morningI w as up at 8:45am as usual.
I had breakfast and now I am going to skip
rope, smudge and light the candle. Then I
will vacuum this place. I did most of the
cleaning of the bathroom and kitchen
yesterday.
I usually clean on Fridays but we are
going on a trip to the mainland. We leave
today and come back on Sunday. We are
celebrating three years since we got
married. It is on May 21 but I will not
have days off. We are also celebrating 5
years since we started dating. June 29.
The other thing we are celebrating is two
years since I was in the mental hospital.
It will be a blast.
Take good care of each other.
See you in a couple of days.
Love always
Mson.
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Posted: 05-02-08 11:49am
By Mson! I hope
your package is there when you get back
My little brothers
birthday is May 21st! Have a safe trip and
enjoy your time together...I know you will
have a lot of fun!!! Be carefull and
safe, Love,Homer
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From my journal May 2nd 08 Posted: 05-05-08 14:43pm
This what I wrote in my journal.
I am here at St Clair hotel. I am
checking out a pigeon on my window. Now I
am watching two pigeons. Now I am
watching one.
This all started when I realized I had two
days off in a row. I called the St Clair
hotel and booked two nights - Thursday and
Friday. Then I thought I
booked Friday and Saturday. I even tried
to call St Clair hotel last night but
there was no answer. When we came in
today, they said we were already charged
one night which they would tranfers to
tonight and charge us for tomorrow.
Personally I am glad that we came in
today for I had so much to do yesterday to
clear my mind. I went to the bank and
paid my immigration fees. I took some
immigration photos and photocopies of my
passport and took all that to the lawyer's
office. Then I cleaned the bathroom and
the kitchen. This morning I did the few
dishes that were there and vacuumed the
house. One pot is still dirty but I will
clean that as soon as we get home and I
will also water the plants.
We had a safe journey here. I love
travelling with my husband. He is a great
guy. We have only one key to the room
which makes it difficult for us to come
and go. I do have the front door key and
I can wait on the lobby reading a book.
My husband has already gone walking when
we checked in, we put our bags in the room
and got beer and coolers. I am just
finishing my first cooler. Then I will go
smoke a much needed J and go
shopping. It is 4:11pm. I should be back
here around 5:30pm.
I went to the Hudson Bay and tried on some
shoes. They didn't fit.
I bought a small bag that says Global
Mind. I think it is a gift from God - a
message that I may have Global mind. I
bought some black jean like pants. The
type that doesn't go all the way down.
When I got back to the hotel, my husband
was waiting.
While I was having a drink, my husband was
telling me about the Amsterdam cafe that
he had discovered. We had dinner at A
& W and walked to Amsterdam cafe. One
can sit around and smoke weed I could not
believe it and so he took me there. We
went to the VIP lounge. We paid $5 each
to sit there. I ordered some samosas. I
was starting to fall asleep. We walked
back to the hotel and I was telling my
husband not to put his beer in the fridge
which was on the hallway. He said what is
life without taking chances?
The cafe is down Richards to W.Hastings
and then Cambie...
More to come.
Love
Mson
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Posted: 05-05-08 14:55pm
glad you R having
fun!
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Had guests Posted: 05-05-08 15:23pm
so haven't been able to get back to you.
Glad you had a good time Mson with BH.
I woke up Sunday morning 4:00 a.m.
terrible cramping and nausea. I very
seldom am that sick. Then blood in my
stool in the morning.
I still worry about this HPV giving me
really serious problems. It can sometimes
lead to cervical cancer with the high risk
types which can mastasize to other areas.
You advise to me is so valid Homer. Even
though I feel I can survive until after
harvest, here my body is telling me it is
a very bad choice. He has two weeks to
finish up the work I have already paid
for. If that doesn't happen, I will have
to choice but to fire him. The sooner the
better. My sister is all over my back to
get rid of him.
Bobbie
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Posted: 05-05-08 16:04pm
Bobbie, your sister loves you and wants
what is best for you as do I...I wouldn't
wait but it is your call and your
life...waiting is not a good choice if you
ask me but you didn't ask me so i am just
putting in my 2 cents...
I truly believe you will get by and do
fine...better even, with out him.
P.S. you need to get a colonoscomy...I do
too!
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Bobbie Posted: 05-05-08 16:18pm
Have you been to the doctor's office? I
am worried about the blood in the stool.
I'll keep praying. Hope all this gets
sorted out soon. You are a good woman and
don't need this headache.
Listen to your sister and to Homer. Be
ruthless because otherwise it is you and
your health that suffers.
Love
Mson
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Homerx Posted: 05-05-08 16:30pm
We are already back from the trip. I am
just typing from my journal. I am glad to
hear that your little bother's birthday is
May 21. Connections all over the place.
I am at work just about to end my shift.
Then I will go to the post office see if
the package is there. From there I'll go
to the bank and then go to the labyrinth
and say prayers.
Then it is watching TV show after show
(couple of shows) and then News.
Then I will get to the evening routine.
Dinner, dishes, shower, crochet and music
or computer.
Take care
Love
Mson.
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Posted: 05-05-08 16:38pm
OK, sweetie, let me know...it better be
there or I am going to be upset....well, I
know things happen but it was special for
my Mson!!!!!!
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Homerx. Posted: 05-05-08 20:58pm
I got the package. Thanks a bunch. You
are amazing and thoughtful. You are
special.
If I cannot go to Texas because of
immigration, Texas can come to me. Only
you Homerx can make this happen.
Thanks soo much for thinking about me.
One of the lines you sent me in the
literature really got me.
"For the death you have chosen for me,
Thank you
Lord"
Nice avatar Homerx. Thanks for the
magnet, the keyholder and everything else
that put so carefully together. Thanks
for the munchies.
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Homerx. Posted: 05-05-08 23:05pm
I just found
the bracelet! I needed
something like that on my wrist. I wear
them on my right hand. I have a light
blue bracelet for Youth against violence.
A red one for HIV/AIDS, another red one
for strength that a schoolgirl gave me.
A silver one from my husband's family and
a Rastafarian one from my mother. The one
you gave me is the best of them all.
Thanks very much my dear. The bracelet
has beautiful pictures of Jesus and His
life. I feel protected. Complete.
The card that says "I said you a prayer
today," That I added to my alter where I
light a candle daily. Your presence can
be found around here for sure. The key
chain I put mbae my desk to remind me to
continually pray for you.
far
out...glad you got it! The bracelet is
made of maliki so be careful...if you drop
it on a hard surface it will shatter into
a million pieces...but if you do that is
Ok, I will get you another one.It was
inexpensive but very nice...glad you like
it. enjoy!
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Today Was So Much Better Posted: 05-06-08 19:03pm
Thanks for praying for me Mson and Homer.
I didn't have that terrible pain and had a
great day today.
Also, have asked to be surrounded by the
light of Christ and covered in the blood
of Jesus and that anything not of God be
cast away from me.
Got a lot done today. Worked in the rose
gardens, ironed and some work on getting
the vineyard in order.
I am getting it straight in my mind why
this relationship to work together on the
vineyards has to end. First of all, I
have worked with him two years now and it
must be just a major flaw in his character
to say he will be here to bring out
things. I decided to give him one final
test. He promised to bring out squirrel
traps and sweet bait yesterday. Did not.
I finally went down this afternoon and
bought them. I cannot abide that. But,
that is how he is with his other clients.
It drives them crazy. It must just be the
child in him. I am sorry. I am not his
mother. Although, I probably let him
believe that I was with the way I babied
him. That is a woman for you, I guess.
We nuture.
Today my vineyard worker came to work and
wasn't too thrilled having to do
weedwacking. It is not always a day at
the beach keeping up a vineyard. But, if
I can be out there at my age doing it, so
can he.
Homer, how loving and sweet to send such
thoughtful and meaningful things to Mson.
She is a dear lady. You are loved Mson.
I always know when you and Homer are
praying for me.
This may seem off the wall, but I have
often picked up on that other woman
perhaps being on the dark side. Always
wondered how she could tear my former BF
away from his family, even leaving his
wife pregnant and in fact abandoning his
own son before he was even born.
Then the baby was born at only 4 pounds
and had to have heart surgery. I wonder
just how much anger and hate was directed
toward the mother and child. These are
spiritual matters, but not everybody wants
the best for others. Let's face it.
Greed, lust, anger, hate, the need to
possess only what you want without regard
to the consequences to others can lead you
right down the primrose path.
Got to go change the water stations.
Love to you guys and thanks for your
prayers. I feel like a new person today.
Where even yesterday and the day before,
pretty much lying down most of the day.
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Bobbie my dear! Posted: 05-07-08 11:37am
I pray for you everyday but Sunday when I
take a rest but I still think about you.
If you cover yourself with the blood of
Jesus like you are doing now, you will be
more confident to do the things you have
to do. Because it is no longer you but
Christ in you. I am glad you are able to
get out and work. I was worried about
your health for a while. Don't overdo it
and please have some time to rest.
My hope is that you will be able to get
rid of that guy who is causing you soo
much havoc.
Yes Homerx is a gentleman. May he be
blessed in every way particularly his
health.
I am glad you are feeling great Bobbie.
May God bless and keep you.
Good Morning my
ladies...hope you are feeling well and in
good spirits today. I am going to make
today a good one!
I worked out yesterday,Mson....you would
be proud. Now today i have to
do the same if these dogs will stop with
the mess making...today they act like kids
who had too much candy...they are all
happy faced and bouncing all over and
barking and running in and out...
happy feet all over my house!! But
thats OK, I love them even when they are
bad...and actually they arent doing
anything wrong, they are just a pack of
happy fuzzy four leggers. Just like kids,
they can be a little much when they are
well fed and well rested and well
loved..spoiled maybe a little???
Bobbie and Mson, thank you for being
you...today is the first day of the rest
of your life....enjoy it and love and live
and be well!!
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See Posted: 05-07-08 20:54pm
Right there is why I come back here. Your
love and the love and support of Mson. So
help me God. I wonder where I was before
I met the two of you. A far different
person than who I am today. Because, you
love unconditionally and can tell it like
it is.
Keep up your good work.
Bobbie
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Posted: 05-08-08 00:17am
Dido, my friend...dido
and thank you for your support on the
preacher man thread..i really appreciate
the kind words of support.