Thats my girl! I know you are a surviver and a very smart and loving woman...you do what you know to be right and everything will fall into place.

A song for you all

FRIENDS

I hope the day will be a lighter highway
For friends are found on every road
Can you ever think of any better way
For the lost and weary travelers to go
Making friends for the world to see
Let the people know you got what you need
With a friend at hand you will see the light
If your friends are there then everything’s all right

It seems to me a crime that we should age
These fragile times should never slip us by
A time you never can or shall erase
As friends together watch their childhood fly
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jSiRSvXBu00

Have a great night..sweet dreams...

That is a beautiful song Homerx. Thanks for sharing. "This fragile times should never slip us mbae..."

Bobbie, I will continue to pray for you even as I pray for Homerx and others. But now I know what to pray for.

This morningI w as up at 8:45am as usual. I had breakfast and now I am going to skip rope, smudge and light the candle. Then I will vacuum this place. I did most of the cleaning of the bathroom and kitchen yesterday.

I usually clean on Fridays but we are going on a trip to the mainland. We leave today and come back on Sunday. We are celebrating three years since we got married. It is on May 21 but I will not have days off. We are also celebrating 5 years since we started dating. June 29. The other thing we are celebrating is two years since I was in the mental hospital. It will be a blast.

Take good care of each other.

See you in a couple of days.

Love always
Mson.

By Mson! I hope your package is there when you get back My little brothers birthday is May 21st! Have a safe trip and enjoy your time together...I know you will have a lot of fun!!! Be carefull and safe, Love,Homer

This what I wrote in my journal.

I am here at St Clair hotel. I am checking out a pigeon on my window. Now I am watching two pigeons. Now I am watching one.

This all started when I realized I had two days off in a row. I called the St Clair hotel and booked two nights - Thursday and Friday. Then I thought I booked Friday and Saturday. I even tried to call St Clair hotel last night but there was no answer. When we came in today, they said we were already charged one night which they would tranfers to tonight and charge us for tomorrow.

Personally I am glad that we came in today for I had so much to do yesterday to clear my mind. I went to the bank and paid my immigration fees. I took some immigration photos and photocopies of my passport and took all that to the lawyer's office. Then I cleaned the bathroom and the kitchen. This morning I did the few dishes that were there and vacuumed the house. One pot is still dirty but I will clean that as soon as we get home and I will also water the plants.

We had a safe journey here. I love travelling with my husband. He is a great guy. We have only one key to the room which makes it difficult for us to come and go. I do have the front door key and I can wait on the lobby reading a book.

My husband has already gone walking when we checked in, we put our bags in the room and got beer and coolers. I am just finishing my first cooler. Then I will go smoke a much needed J and go shopping. It is 4:11pm. I should be back here around 5:30pm.

I went to the Hudson Bay and tried on some shoes. They didn't fit. I bought a small bag that says Global Mind. I think it is a gift from God - a message that I may have Global mind. I bought some black jean like pants. The type that doesn't go all the way down. When I got back to the hotel, my husband was waiting.

While I was having a drink, my husband was telling me about the Amsterdam cafe that he had discovered. We had dinner at A & W and walked to Amsterdam cafe. One can sit around and smoke weed I could not believe it and so he took me there. We went to the VIP lounge. We paid $5 each to sit there. I ordered some samosas. I was starting to fall asleep. We walked back to the hotel and I was telling my husband not to put his beer in the fridge which was on the hallway. He said what is life without taking chances?

The cafe is down Richards to W.Hastings and then Cambie...

More to come.

Love
Mson

glad you R having fun!

so haven't been able to get back to you.

Glad you had a good time Mson with BH.

I woke up Sunday morning 4:00 a.m. terrible cramping and nausea. I very seldom am that sick. Then blood in my stool in the morning.

I still worry about this HPV giving me really serious problems. It can sometimes lead to cervical cancer with the high risk types which can mastasize to other areas.

You advise to me is so valid Homer. Even though I feel I can survive until after harvest, here my body is telling me it is a very bad choice. He has two weeks to finish up the work I have already paid for. If that doesn't happen, I will have to choice but to fire him. The sooner the better. My sister is all over my back to get rid of him.

Bobbie

Bobbie, your sister loves you and wants what is best for you as do I...I wouldn't wait but it is your call and your life...waiting is not a good choice if you ask me but you didn't ask me so i am just putting in my 2 cents...
I truly believe you will get by and do fine...better even, with out him.
P.S. you need to get a colonoscomy...I do too!

Have you been to the doctor's office? I am worried about the blood in the stool. I'll keep praying. Hope all this gets sorted out soon. You are a good woman and don't need this headache.

Listen to your sister and to Homer. Be ruthless because otherwise it is you and your health that suffers.

Love
Mson

We are already back from the trip. I am just typing from my journal. I am glad to hear that your little bother's birthday is May 21. Connections all over the place.

I am at work just about to end my shift. Then I will go to the post office see if the package is there. From there I'll go to the bank and then go to the labyrinth and say prayers.

Then it is watching TV show after show (couple of shows) and then News.

Then I will get to the evening routine. Dinner, dishes, shower, crochet and music or computer.

Take care
Love
Mson.

OK, sweetie, let me know...it better be there or I am going to be upset....well, I know things happen but it was special for my Mson!!!!!!

I got the package. Thanks a bunch. You are amazing and thoughtful. You are special.

If I cannot go to Texas because of immigration, Texas can come to me. Only you Homerx can make this happen.

Thanks soo much for thinking about me.

One of the lines you sent me in the literature really got me.

"For the death you have chosen for me, Thank you Lord"

Nice avatar Homerx. Thanks for the magnet, the keyholder and everything else that put so carefully together. Thanks for the munchies.

Love
Mson.

I just found the bracelet! I needed something like that on my wrist. I wear them on my right hand. I have a light blue bracelet for Youth against violence. A red one for HIV/AIDS, another red one for strength that a schoolgirl gave me. A silver one from my husband's family and a Rastafarian one from my mother. The one you gave me is the best of them all. Thanks very much my dear. The bracelet has beautiful pictures of Jesus and His life. I feel protected. Complete.

The card that says "I said you a prayer today," That I added to my alter where I light a candle daily. Your presence can be found around here for sure. The key chain I put mbae my desk to remind me to continually pray for you.

Let me take my medication.

Talk to you later.

Love
Mson

far out...glad you got it! The bracelet is made of maliki so be careful...if you drop it on a hard surface it will shatter into a million pieces...but if you do that is Ok, I will get you another one.It was inexpensive but very nice...glad you like it. enjoy!

Thanks for praying for me Mson and Homer. I didn't have that terrible pain and had a great day today.

Also, have asked to be surrounded by the light of Christ and covered in the blood of Jesus and that anything not of God be cast away from me.

Got a lot done today. Worked in the rose gardens, ironed and some work on getting the vineyard in order.

I am getting it straight in my mind why this relationship to work together on the vineyards has to end. First of all, I have worked with him two years now and it must be just a major flaw in his character to say he will be here to bring out things. I decided to give him one final test. He promised to bring out squirrel traps and sweet bait yesterday. Did not. I finally went down this afternoon and bought them. I cannot abide that. But, that is how he is with his other clients. It drives them crazy. It must just be the child in him. I am sorry. I am not his mother. Although, I probably let him believe that I was with the way I babied him. That is a woman for you, I guess. We nuture.

Today my vineyard worker came to work and wasn't too thrilled having to do weedwacking. It is not always a day at the beach keeping up a vineyard. But, if I can be out there at my age doing it, so can he.

Homer, how loving and sweet to send such thoughtful and meaningful things to Mson. She is a dear lady. You are loved Mson. I always know when you and Homer are praying for me.

This may seem off the wall, but I have often picked up on that other woman perhaps being on the dark side. Always wondered how she could tear my former BF away from his family, even leaving his wife pregnant and in fact abandoning his own son before he was even born.

Then the baby was born at only 4 pounds and had to have heart surgery. I wonder just how much anger and hate was directed toward the mother and child. These are spiritual matters, but not everybody wants the best for others. Let's face it. Greed, lust, anger, hate, the need to possess only what you want without regard to the consequences to others can lead you right down the primrose path.

Got to go change the water stations.

Love to you guys and thanks for your prayers. I feel like a new person today. Where even yesterday and the day before, pretty much lying down most of the day.

Bobbie

I pray for you everyday but Sunday when I take a rest but I still think about you.

If you cover yourself with the blood of Jesus like you are doing now, you will be more confident to do the things you have to do. Because it is no longer you but Christ in you. I am glad you are able to get out and work. I was worried about your health for a while. Don't overdo it and please have some time to rest.

My hope is that you will be able to get rid of that guy who is causing you soo much havoc.

Yes Homerx is a gentleman. May he be blessed in every way particularly his health.

I am glad you are feeling great Bobbie. May God bless and keep you.

Love
Mson

Good Morning my ladies...hope you are feeling well and in good spirits today. I am going to make today a good one!
I worked out yesterday,Mson....you would be proud. Now today i have to do the same if these dogs will stop with the mess making...today they act like kids who had too much candy...they are all happy faced and bouncing all over and barking and running in and out... happy feet all over my house!! But thats OK, I love them even when they are bad...and actually they arent doing anything wrong, they are just a pack of happy fuzzy four leggers. Just like kids, they can be a little much when they are well fed and well rested and well loved..spoiled maybe a little???
Bobbie and Mson, thank you for being you...today is the first day of the rest of your life....enjoy it and love and live and be well!!

Right there is why I come back here. Your love and the love and support of Mson. So help me God. I wonder where I was before I met the two of you. A far different person than who I am today. Because, you love unconditionally and can tell it like it is.

Keep up your good work.

Bobbie

Dido, my friend...dido
and thank you for your support on the preacher man thread..i really appreciate the kind words of support.

I respect you and homerx so much

thank you....