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Re:MA! Posted: 04-25-08 16:13pm
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Long time since I've come to
say hello to you guys...I'm sorry my
messages have become so sporadic!! Busy
and stressed. Trying to find some kind of
balance but it's one thing after
another... I have developed a strange
little lump on my chin, and I went to the
doctor today and found out i have high
blood pressure. It's 157 over
something...way too high, up from what it
was last time I visited the doctor, 142,
and it was normal-129-before that.. And
now I have a cold AGAIN!! Horrible cough,
coughing up lots of green mucous..I don't
think I have a fever though...
Since I'm pretty sure I'm HIV-negative,
i'm chalking it up to my immune system
being weakened by being overweight,
stressed, lack of exercise and too much
junk food..gaaaah!! Must get healthy..but
I don't even know where to begin!! Well,
first I need to get over this stupid
cold.....
So that's my little update!! Need to rest
now...Love you all!!!
Sincerely,
MA
Nice to hear from you MA. Do like Bobbie
says. I am starting to realize that
keeping healthy is a full time job.
Homerx has shown me this. It is hard work
at first but it gets easier as it becomes
a way of life. My beloved husband used to
eat junk food before he met me. He did
not know how to cook around 2003. Now he
makes excellent food. Try cutting out the
junk food and learn to eat at home. Look
for an exercise that is fun for you to do.
Take one small step at a time. Don't get
overwhelmed mbae it all. Start with one
healthy thing today. Make it a habit and
eventually, everything will fall into
place.
Soo good to hear from you and read your
honest writing. Because you are honest
with yourself, you will do very well for
yourself.
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Homerx. Posted: 04-25-08 16:15pm
Please check page 16.
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Re:Bobbie Posted: 04-25-08 16:33pm
Roberta777
wrote:
Another thing that connects
us. Bryan Adams is one of my all time
favorite singers. He is going to be
playing at the Mid-State Fair with Rod
Stewart. Tickets go on sale tomorrow. I
would love to go but probably won't spend
the money.
Yes, talking to my priest about all that
happened, even in part, made me feel
better. There is a lot more to that story
Homer and you know what it is. Like my
Jesuit priest who confirmed me said, you
never have to be afraid to come to
confession. We have heard it all. There
is nothing we have not heard or could be
shocked at. Sure that is true. And, my
story has been around since the beginning
of time.
You know asking a person about their
sexual history is exactly what I did with
my former BF. I asked him if he had lots
of partners because that would put me at
risk. Unfortunately, like you said, in
the heat of the moment people don't think
straight. That was the day after we were
first together. No protection. He looked
me right in the eye, without blinking and
said no, noone else.
People don't count on somebody to be
honest with you. They are too in the heat
of the moment and not thinking very
clearly sometimes.
All I know is this has changed my life
forever. In many ways. I wasn't looking
for that relationship and kept pushing it
away but it did happen. It can happen to
anybody who is looking for love.
Sometimes, we look in the wrong places.
Mson and Homer are living proof that you
can find love in the right places. I hold
them up as my very dear and special
friends. Friends to so many people and
helpful to so many others who come here
for help.
I didn't have the slightest clue what HPV
was when my doctor told me. All I heard
was high risk types which can lead to
cervical cancer. The cancer hit the bell
because everyone on my father's side died
from cancer at least for the last two
generations.
It is strange how people perceive the
telling of the possibility of being
infected with STD's. Even this GYN I went
to said, "don't let it ruin your life. It
is a very common thing to have HPV." He
implied don't say anything. I could never
do that. I would never be able to do that
to anybody as it was done to me. I would
rather be alone than cause anybody to go
through finding out like I did.
Mson, keep up your exercises and good
nutrition. Your guest must be special to
have you let her stay with you and BH.
Homer, it is the part of being a new
parent with all those little lives to look
after that makes you sleep so hard. That
is so sweet. Thanks for the pictures. I
loved them.
Bobbie
I love music like that. Something I can
understand and relate to.
Bobbie, I remember talking to a priest
about my past. When I left that office, I
was lighter. Good for you for being
honest about everything. That means you
are ready for change. No nonsense.
When I teach in school I ask the children
to remember to ask the sexual history of a
potential partner but then some people lie
with a straight face. And so little is
known about HPV to the population. What
type of test shows HPV? I honour you
Bobbie for coming open with your HPV.
Sometimes the wrong place comes to us.
Think about it Bobbie.
And sometimes the good comes to us. I
have known BH for almost 9 years. Since
1999 and we were and still are very good
friends. It is not until 2003 June that I
realized that I loved the guy. He came to
me when I was not expecting. It is a
match made in heaven. Scorpio and I am
Cancer. Good things can come to you.
Bobbie, it has been 2 months today since I
started eating breakfast. I can feel the
change in me. How I carried on without
lunch or breakfast is beyond me. Thanks
Bobbie.
With love and light
Mson.
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WOW!! Posted: 04-25-08 18:21pm
Mson, I am Scorpio and Ricky is
Cancer...!!! Really, no lie, I was born on
October 30th and Ricky was born on June
6th...me and Rick and you and
BH...Scorpios and Cancers...this is
getting more and more interesting. What
sign are you Bobbie??? and MA??
I went to town today and went to the
doctor and the drug store and Wal mart and
got gas....50 dollars and my tank still
was not full!!! When will this gas problem
end? Also spent 200 dollars at store and
75 at drug store...it goes faster than it
comes. I actually had to use a credit card
because we don't get any money until the
first of May...oh well, EZ come and EZ go
I suppose...
I have lots to do before ML gets
home...(my Love).That is one of the nick
names I have for Rick, that and
PSBOMH..precious sweet beat of my
heart...
have a good night dear hearts. Much love
and thank you thank you THANK YOU for your
prayers.
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Dear Friends, Posted: 04-25-08 21:52pm
Dear Mson and Homer and Ma,
In reply to your question, HPV is the
human papilloma virus which many sexually
active people develop in their lifetimes.
HPV can show up on a woman's pap smear as
atypical squamous cells of undetermined
significance. That is a flag to check for
HPV of the high risk types which they do
through DNA assay. HPV with the high risk
types can lead to cervical cancer.
There are 100 HPV types. Some are high
risk and some are low risk types. The low
risk types can cause genital warts. There
is no cure for HPV. You get it, you have
it for life.
There is no cure for HPV.
There is no test for men for HPV although
from the research that I have done, they
are working on procuring one.
Men can be carriers of HPV and honestly
not know. My former BF when I told him my
diagnosis immediately said he didn't have
any warts. So, it is obvious he knew what
HPV was.
This came as a great surprize to me and to
countless others I am sure. The mistake I
made was trusting in a sweet, honest
looking face and him leading me to believe
he was free of disease. Nobody can assume
that. If you do, you do it at your own
peril. And, wind up with the
consequences.
I know people my age who before entering
into any relationship go in and be tested.
If I could just go back, believe me, that
is what I would do. Better to be safe
than sorry.
Bobbie
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In Reply Posted: 04-25-08 22:00pm
Homer,
You are born on my beloved son Mark's
birthday, October 30th! He was born in
l965. How precious is that!
I am a double Aquarius, January 31st.
Walter was born on December 20th,
Sagitarrius. We were a perfect match.
Lee is a Leo, born August 30th. My best
friend Lilli was also a Leo. Leo and
Aquarius are so compatible. Lee's two
children are both Aquarius. Hope he can
work it out with them.
I suffered so much last night trying to
let go of this troubled relationship and
realized today it is not over until it is
over. The physical side is long gone but
somehow I feel God wants me to help this
person. My priest is praying for me. As
you and Mson are. I feel not afraid but
brave in love. We can love even those who
do us harm. Just have to play it out
here.
Thanks for praying for me MDSO's.
Bobbie
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Posted: 04-25-08 23:43pm
Bobbie, I hate to say this, I really do,
but from what I know and I know a lot
threw our personal corespondents, GOD is
not wanting you to help this person. That
is an impossibility at this point. It
isn't GOD wanting you to help Lee, it is
you not wanting to let Lee go. It is
closer to Satins work than GODS.Unless you
worship and pray and have a spiritual
connection TOGETHER. Do you pray together
or go to church together? Is he involved
in your spiritual aspects of your life? If
the answer to these questions, even some
of them, is no, then you are fooling
yourself into seeing something that is not
there. PLEASE do not be mad at me for
saying this, it is just my humble opinion.
Said with love and an open heart. Satin was
supposedly a very beautiful man,
physically and very charismatic and
personable and there for was able to have
people look into his deep beautiful caring
eyes and see things that were not in his
heart. Evil. Lustful. Prideful. Almost all
of the 7 deadly sins...greed,
envy,pride,anger...be careful, my dear.
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Re: WOW!! Posted: 04-26-08 14:02pm
homerx
wrote:
Mson, I am Scorpio and Ricky
is Cancer...!!! Really, no lie, I was born
on October 30th and Ricky was born on June
6th...
Did you mean Rick was
born on July 6? June 6 would be a Gemini.
I had fallen in love with a Gemini since I
was 17 years old and did not let go until
last year. He was my sweetheart and I
compared every partner to him. Loving my
beloved husband (bh), helped me to get out
of the snare. This man the Gemini wrote
to me each day for a year finally telling
me to overcome my loneliness and attain my
full potential. I had never had somebody
so honest in my life.
The Gemini was always in my heart and I
had to go for counseling before our
wedding. Mark you, the Gemini had been
married for a long time and still I hang
in there. When he started writing to me,
it is because I found him on the Internet.
I wrote to him in 2002 and I told him I
had AIDS and he just encouraged me. He is
a writer with his own business. I am glad
that I finally healed my spirit and let go
of the Gemini and was able to embrace bh
as my lover and friend. I write the
Gemini a couple of times a year especially
on his birthday May 25.
I think I was attached to the riches of
the man. The reason I never married the
guy was because he was from a different
tribe from me. I was young and did not
know how to stand up for myself. I don't
regret anything because BH is the best
thing that happened to me. Jessy was the
best thing and I still cherish her. Not
that I have replaced BH with Jessy. No,
no. Jessy has her own special place in my
heart
My life was strangled mbae the abuse from
my mother and her brother and sister and
others, the death of my daughter Jessy and
the love I had for the Gemini which I
would not let go. One day I picked out
three rocks and called one abuse, the
other Jessy and the other the Gemini. BH
helped me get the Gemini rock as it
escaped my hands. I was able to see
problems I carried with me as something
external. From the inside to the outside.
It was last year.
Now I am healed and I can love my husband
better. My BH loved me while I had
garbage and because of his love and
comfort, I have been able to let go off
the garbage.
Prayers have really helped me get rid of
the garbage as well. My husband is an
Alchemist in nature and he really has made
gold from lead as far as I am concerned.
He is the man for me and I thank God for
him.
I had read books and books on astrology
and I knew my best match would be a
Scorpio. BH hates to hear that because he
says if he was another horoscope, I would
not have been with him which is true. I
married later in life and so I had to be
specific of what I wanted. I was given my
soul mate.
That is all I have to say about that.
Always in love
Mson
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You Are Absolutely Right On Homer Posted: 04-26-08 14:06pm
Thank you for that message. Now, that one
comes from God. And, you are right, I was
so afraid of letting go.
Evil, lust, pride, greed, envy, pride,
anger. Lee has all those things. He
honestly seems to resent others for what
they have. Lust is at the top of his list
I am sorry to say.
But, in fact, now that I have learned
this man is in fact operating a business
without a license, it is good that I found
out. If there would have been an accident
on my property with some of his people
working out here, it would have fallen
upon me to be responsible. Certainly not
him as he doesn't have a license.
Already, a girl is dead who worked for
him. I wonder how in the world he got out
of that one. Her ATV rolled over onto her
and killed her. He found her. The Ag
Commissioner got involved. Don't
understand how they didn't connect all
this as far as him not being legal.
One of the most treasured things about you
Homer is you are honest and that is why
your opinion is so valued by me and so
many others.
And, you are right on the dark side. I
too believe Lee allowed the darker side to
come into him. Some times I could
actually see him change. Not a good thing
for me being with something like that.
I am going to change my gate code. The
new vineyard manager is coming on Monday.
He will give me copies of his license, his
insurance, all of it. I by law am
entitled to have and should have that
information for the protection of my
property and the liability of having
workers here.
Thanks Homer.
Your friend,
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Re: Dear Friend, Posted: 04-26-08 14:31pm
Roberta777
wrote:
Dear Mson and Homer and Ma,
In reply to your question, HPV is the
human papilloma virus which many sexually
active people develop in their lifetimes.
HPV can show up on a woman's pap smear as
atypical squamous cells of undetermined
significance. That is a flag to check for
HPV of the high risk types which they do
through DNA assay. HPV with the high risk
types can lead to cervical cancer.
There are 100 HPV types. Some are high
risk and some are low risk types. The low
risk types can cause genital warts. There
is no cure for HPV. You get it, you have
it for life.
There is no cure for HPV.
There is no test for men for HPV although
from the research that I have done, they
are working on procuring one.
Men can be carriers of HPV and honestly
not know. My former BF when I told him my
diagnosis immediately said he didn't have
any warts. So, it is obvious he knew what
HPV was.
This came as a great surprize to me and to
countless others I am sure. The mistake I
made was trusting in a sweet, honest
looking face and him leading me to believe
he was free of disease. Nobody can assume
that. If you do, you do it at your own
peril. And, wind up with the
consequences.
I know people my age who before entering
into any relationship go in and be tested.
If I could just go back, believe me, that
is what I would do. Better to be safe
than sorry.
Bobbie
Thanks Bobbie for your answer.
I am afraid that I could have HPV and
nobody knows. I go for pap smears every
year but last year. I
was very promiscuous in my life. Do they
check for HPV every time they check the
cervix? Do they check every time they do
a pap smear? I had abnormal cells and
they had to do what is called the loop
(read leep) biopsy. I will ask my doctor
about that. You say there is no
treatment? No cure? Lord have mercy.
But if you take care of your body it is a
different matter...right?
About the Lee issue, listen to Homerx.
Remember the way you were telling me to
let go of the past? It is your turn to do
the same. I can't say much because I
don't know much but from how Homerx is
talking, I can he is very serious.
My best friend who stood for me while
Jessy was being buried in Kenya was born
on 31 January. And her husband was born
the same day, same year as me. I love
love connections.
Love always
Mson.
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Posted: 04-26-08 14:56pm
Rick is June 26th...sorry....Anyway, i am
trying to get things done around here
today. ML is out mowing the lawn while I
am cleaning the kitchen and feeding all
the dogs... I need to get with the program
and quit being so lazy...
I just had to check in with you guys and
say I love you and hope your day is going
well...I am off to finish cleaning....
P.S. thank you both for the uplifting
words, I needed that today.
xoxoxoxo
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Dear Sweet Mson Posted: 04-26-08 16:23pm
I know going through that biopsy was no
day at the beach. My doctor tried to
prepare me and said it was going to really
hurt. Then he counts down 3, 2, 1. I
almost came off that table. I told him,
you are really good at ducking to keep
from being kicked!
HPV is something that many people can
fight off and never show any symptoms.
Like look at that Lee. He swears up and
down he doesn't have it, his X-wife
doesn't have it, his GF doesn't have it
just has to be me and my problem. Dr.
Nikola said that maybe they were able to
battle the HPV. I wasn't.
You know Mson, I get out there and work
with my babies, even doing hard manual
labor and I am happy. I know that I can
survive here and with the new vineyard
manager coming on Monday that is only a
good and positive thing. And, going to
change the gate code. Everytime that I
have tried to talk to Lee that it just
isn't going to be possible for us to work
together considering the history we have
together, he tries to convince me to keep
him on. Homer is right. Stop this and
stop it now and forever.
Homer is right. I have just been
petrified with fear of finally letting Lee
go no matter what he has cost me. To my
home, the bank now is signed on the deed
of trust for the loan to put in that
vineyard, my health, which with the high
risk types of HPV is something that I will
have to live with.
The straw that broke the camel's back was
finding out that Lee is using somebody
else's contractor's license. He certainly
doesn't lack gall. And, he has gotten
away with it. It is a scary proposition
to think if I hadn't found out the truth,
if there would have been an accident, he
would not have been liabile, it would have
been upon me and my property.
Your prayers and protection for me have
not gone unnoticed by the Lord. I thank
God for you and Homer. My priest is also
holding me up in prayer.
I was in such despair when I talked to my
priest. I just told him everything. It
wasn't an issue that he would think me a
bad person. That was the furtherist from
my mind. My soul was hurting and I know
that I really needed to speak to him about
these things. He thinks a lot of me,
treasures me. And, I am sure he has heard
it all before.
Now Lee is feeding me that I must be
crazy. Now I am talking to the priest?
Now I am talking to the nursery on the
shortage of the plants? Yes. I am and
glad that I am. Also called the County
Tax Assessor as I had to fill out a paper
on the new vineyard development for their
assessment. Already that is wrong. Lee
overcharged me. Now I am out there
counting the plants.
I loved your sharing of the man you loved.
It made me cry Mson because I could feel
your pain in letting go of that. I love
you for helping me through this journey.
You are so dear and special to me and to
so many others.
I agree that the best is to never see that
man again. Can't let him come onto my
property, walk into my house, sit down and
tell me his problems. We can just let
ourselves be used and abused, but one day
the worm will turn. Or, at least we wake
up to reality and stop letting someone
hurt us. I believe there is always a day
when that finally comes.
Keep up your good work.
Bobbie
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And Mson Posted: 04-26-08 16:34pm
When you had that biopsy, it was done with
a coloscopy where the doctor can carefully
examine your cervix. If he suspects any
suspicious signs on your cervix, he will
remove them. As you described.
If you are going in once a year, he must
feel comfortable with that. I have to go
in every six months.
My last pap smear came back normal. If I
can have the next three pap smears come
back normal, once every six months, the
HPV will have gone into a dormant phase.
I will still carry the virus for the rest
of my life.
You are right taking care of your body,
eating right and keeping stress at bay
will help us be well.
Love you Mson.
Bobbie
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Good for you Bobbie. Posted: 04-26-08 17:06pm
God is really hearing our prayers. The is
how come you came to find out about the no
license.
Today I went to pour myself a bowl of
cereal and there was only a handful. The
girl who is visiting was here and I
commented that the cereal box was empty I
guess it does not hold much. Then it was
lunch time and I went to get my bun for
lunch and it was gone...I have told BH to
talk to her as he knows her more than I
do. I told him she is here because of him
not me. Now I put my cereal in the
bedroom. What a shame.
I told God to protect us from her.
Earlier on she was asking my husband how
much the buns cost. That is when I had a
sinking feeling my bun was gone. I am not
being a nerd but we don't have enough to
feed her breakfast, lunch and dinner. We
usually feed her dinner and I think that
should be enough. We have agreed that she
is an adult and she can take care of
herself. We have agreed that we are not
her parents.
She brought some oatmeal the other day. I
had only taken a bowl from the last cereal
box. My husband said he did not have any
cereal. The milk has been going down and
down. She is eating my hard earned
cereal. If we were rich, we would not
mind. I hate to throw her out on the
streets while she has an abscess.
Today I heard my husband telling her that
we are leaving at 4:00pm and won't be back
until 11:00pm. I am happy that he did
that as she cannot be left alone in the
apartment.
My husband said that he will tell her not
to take any food unless we give it to her.
He says we need communication but I am
not talking to her about food. My husband
can.
My husband is whistling to me to go give
him last night's massage. And then after
that, I will get laid. PROTECTION ALL THE
TIME.
From there we are going to a party and we
will have a spring on our steps. I have
my medication packed.
Gotta go.
Love
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Posted: 04-26-08 18:09pm
Mson, one of my best friends had a health
problem and came to stay for a week...it
turned in to 6 weeks! he never bought
groceries yet ate like a king on our $$$.
He would order pizza to be delivered when
we were at work and would order what he
wanted knowing that ML and I can not
tolerate hot hot peppers...he would make
sure the pizza was hot with jalapeƱos
peppers and just things that he knew we
would not eat. He would never wash a dish
or clean up after himself. i finally
bought him a plane ticket to his sisters
because I was starting to dislike him and
I didn't want to. So put your foot down,
or have BH do it and tell her, you are
here as a guest and you must pay for your
own food, etc as we are not rich and it is
a burdin. I also put lots of food in my
bedroom closet to keep him from eating us
out of house and home. Its sad. I wold
never be able to take advantage of a
friend or family member like that.
I also have a friend who I have sent MJ
too and pain pills for her neck and head
ach and she also has turned on me and
decided that what I give is never enough,
even though I have never asked her to
reciprocate or pay me for what I have done
for her. Some people are just ungrateful.
Its a sin and a shame...live and learn.
Glad you and BH had a ball I know that
you will have a lot of fun at the party...
I went to the doctor today....I really
didn't want to go (so tired) but I needed
to. The doctor diagnosed me with a upper
respiratory infection (I have been having
them off and on constantly!!!) and
myalgia...the second one really worries me
because I think that myalgia is a symptom
of HIV. But my HIV test was negative as I
told all of you... So I have to wait to
get another test...another month and a
half or so. Not knowing is absolute agony,
almost as bad as taking the test. I
thought I was in the clear, but then I get
sick again, and now i'm worried again.
And now the people at my job are mad at me
for calling in sick so often.
One thing after another....
Need to go and rest....
Love to everyone,
MA
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Ma Posted: 04-26-08 22:52pm
Take care of yourself. Give yourself a
break here. Sounds like you are under a
lot of stress.
Mson and Homer. There are always going to
be moochers out there. Let them in past
the doorstep and the problem is getting
them back to the other side of the door.
So this girl has an absess? So what? Let
her get her tail out there and get a job
at Wendy's or McDonald's. You work Mson.
Homer has his own responsibilities and
pulls his weight. Don't let people use
you because of your good hearts. They in
the end are not going to be thankful but
just secretly resent you because you have
it and they don't.
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Re: My Dear. Posted: 04-27-08 00:09am
missanonymous
wrote:
I went to the doctor
today....I really didn't want to go (so
tired) but I needed to. The doctor
diagnosed me with a upper respiratory
infection (I have been having them off and
on constantly!!!) and myalgia...the second
one really worries me because I think that
myalgia is a symptom of HIV. But my HIV
test was negative as I told all of you...
So I have to wait to get another
test...another month and a half or so. Not
knowing is absolute agony, almost as bad
as taking the test. I thought I was in the
clear, but then I get sick again, and now
i'm worried again.
And now the people at my job are mad at me
for calling in sick so often.
One thing after another....
Need to go and rest....
Love to everyone,
MA
MA,
I am sorry to hear about your illnesses.
Are they treatable? I will pray for you
about your work.
I hope that you will continue to take care
of yourself. It is the only thing you can
do as you wait for your test results.
My body has carried this virus for more
than 15 years and I only learned to take
care of myself since this year. I have
tried several times and failed but I think
this time I am very serious. I could be
more serious. Just pressing on even when
it seems like the last breath. Never
giving up. Pressing on...
If you have HIV which I hope you don't,
remember that nothing much has changed.
You are the same person somehow. There is
no need of going crazy. I don't know
which country you live in but I hope it is
one with medication. I will pray for
you.
Maybe it turns out that you don't have
HIV? You have learned your lessons at
such a tender age. Very tender.
I glad to see that you are resting. You
are a hard worker my dear and HIV or not,
you will go far. There was no medication
in Kenya but God found a way of bringing
me to health in Canada. Even you He is
looking over you child.
Thanks for sharing because now I know how
to pray.
About the results you told us about, the
doctor catches 98% of the people infected
in the first test. There is another 2%
who are slow progressors. That is why the
population is asked to go for two tests
each three months apart for blood test.
This is what you are doing and I am very
proud of you. To get an accurate test for
blood work, one must wait three months
during which time there are no risk
activities.
Remain strong and know that all
opportunistic illnesses are illnesses on
their own. Myalgia is a disease on it's
own even though it could be a sign of a
virus.
Please remember that you are not a lone.
We are here for you any time of day.
Take good care
Love
Mson
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Re: Bobbie Posted: 04-27-08 00:23am
Roberta777
wrote:
Mson and Homer. There are
always going to be moochers out there.
Let them in past the doorstep and the
problem is getting them back to the other
side of the door.
So this girl has an absess? So what? Let
her get her tail out there and get a job
at Wendy's or McDonald's. You work Mson.
Homer has his own responsibilities and
pulls his weight. Don't let people use
you because of your good hearts. They in
the end are not going to be thankful but
just secretly resent you because you have
it and they don't.
Bobbie
There is nothing wrong with helping people
it is when they steal from you. I will
always help someone. Not so that they may
give me thanks but in so doing, I would be
doing the work I was called to do. I just
have to put my cereal and buns elsewhere.
Eventually she will go away.
I am asking God to protect us.
Thanks for the advice.
Always in love and light
Mson
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Posted: 04-27-08 11:38am
Sorry to say but I have to kind of agree
with Bobbie here. You have to be very
careful who you decide to help because
some people do not appreciate it and after
a while expect it and may even take it
without your knowledge. Or just expect
that every time you see each other that
you give and they will take...I will help
people who i feel need and will appreciate
it, no more doing it out of guilt or
because some one is just hitting me up for
something. I do work hard for what I have
and agree with Bobbie...get a job!!!