Thanks so much Creator that I am feeling much better. Lord I was looking at the brown line of scum on the bath tub and the dirty toilet and sink and I was getting sicker. Beer bottles from my beloved husband and his buddy Chris were all over the house. The kitchen was a mess and the home needed vacuuming. I appreciate that after a nap this afternoon, I was able to scrub the bath tub, clean the toilet and sink. Removed all the bottles to the balcony, swept the kitchen floor and washed it. Lord you gave me strength to clean the bathroom floor and vacuum. There are many people who would like to be able to do these chores but for one reason or another, they live in a mess. Thanks that beloved husband helped me take things to storage yesterday.

All these things were supposed to be done on Friday but I was too sick. I still have one day of rest before I go to work on Tuesday. Father hold my arm and let's walk together.

I remember my friends Homerx, Bobbie, Miss Anonymous, Hart74, Almost Positive, Gugu and others. Please Lord give them good health and a sober mind. Help beloved husband as well.

In Jesus Name - AMEN!
Muthoni.

Who gives to us precious souls like Mson. Your journey is not only for you but for those who are still searching. Look at how many people leave their homelands only to bring good by their accomplishments.

Sweet Jessie. All I can say is that was the number of her days when she left here to return to Heaven. And, you, her mother, have remained to go on with living and doing all that you can to help humanity.

I am so glad that I know such a valiant woman as you Mson.

Those things with Walter were also part of his life's plan. Nothing to be done about changing any of it dear. I am at peace with that.

With love to you and all grace and good,

Bobbie

We both have our Jessy and Jessie,

Your Jessy maybe just got a bad innoculation, who knows? If she had HIV/AIDS why would she have so suddenly have died? All I know Mson, is there is nothing to be done about when a person comes into the world and when they leave.

Write more tomorrow.

Please keep your writings together. You have made an incredible journey through this life thus far. You are younger than my son Mark who was born in 1965.

Love and Peace to You and Yours,

Bobbie

Mson, I love your videos...very good.
Bobbie, my computer keeps messing up and I am so frustrated. Did you get my e mails?

Thanks very much Homerx.

I have great news, the lawyer was able to get legal aid to help me with permanent residence application. Beloved husband was asking me if I knew that it was God helping us and that it is not a coincidence. I told him I knew it was God.

When I went to get legal aid, they denied me saying I was making too much money. It was only $500 over what disability gives us and what we get from the club. What I made in February, I declared in March and so our stub was showing more money than legal aid would handle. For March, the government gave us a cheque instead of direct deposit in the bank. I photocopied the cheque as proof of income and that is how we got in otherwise I would have to wait a month to get a stub without extra income. This is the way the Lord works. The Lord knows I have been patient for a long time. I started this process in 1996 in Kenya.

Now I have an appointment with the lawyer on Wednesday so that I can start filling out the forms.

I cannot believe this process is finally coming to an end and I have the help that I need.

Jah Rastafari

This is a burden off my shoulders. I did not know how much it bothered me until it was over.

Thanks for your prayers.

How are you feeling? Do you have to go to the doctor for your hand? Are the exercises getting easier? How is your spirit and how is your computer?

Lovingly
Mson

You are so right. Yesterday, at Mass, I truly asked God to forgive me for the sins I commited with that man I loved. I immediately felt his presence over me forgiving me. But, even though I had in the past halfway asked God to forgive me, I couldn't give that man up in my heart. But, now I have Mson.

Now, you are not going to believe this one! I had to run back to the store yesterday to pick up a few things and getting out of my car, I saw a nice guy who goes to our St. Rose church. I called to him, "we haven't seen you in church lately."

He walked back over and we talked and exchanged cards. He invited me to join him at one of our wine clubs. I told him I couldn't. He called me and we talked. He wants me to join him at a ballroom dancing class. See Mson, I think you are right. Never say never. He is nice. I have noticed him in church before and he seems nice. We will see.

Love and thank you for your prayers Mson and Homer/Steve. My life is certainly looking up after meeting the likes of you!

Love,

Bobbie

The world rejoices in the good news about your getting help with your legal aid in your permanent residence application. Canada is lucky to have you both. That just shows you than you pray for somebody else, God hears your heartfelt petitions and has to have a happy heart that one of his beloved children truly loves enough to care for another.

That is just such wonderful and happy news!!!!!

Love,

Bobbie

I guess our time is finaly coming, my friends..we have been patient and things are turning for the better! We have kept our faith and prayed for each other and the days are getting brighter.
Mson... YES! You and DH will be able to stay in your home in Canada and all will be well..
Bobbie, you are going to prosper with your olive oil and wine business and find the love you want in your life so that that Lee character will have no choice but to go away and stop messing with your heart..
Rick and I will be able to sell these 6 puppies and make enough $$ to get out of this debt a little.
All in the name of God, in the name of Love and in the spirit of believing that if you believe it, it shall come to you.
Every little thing is gonna be alright...
and my computer is working fine 2day...go figure!!

In The Lord's Name, good things come to happen. Good will always outlive the other side you guys. Thanks for praying for me.

Homer, just got a new reservation for three nights coming to five for the month of May. That will pay my spraying cost for the vineyards and license fees. Just meeting and speaking to you has given me a new lease on life. God Bless You.

Life Is Good For All Of Us.

Love,

Bobbie

So true...I didn't even think of that....2 or more gathered in his name...Amen!
Your life begins again today...yours 2 Mson...and mine and MAs...we are the proof that it works. Good begets good and defeats evil every time!
Love will always find a way...it was so good to hear your voice,Bobbie...sweet sweet lovely woman that you are...
Mson, I had to watch your video again today, it inspires me...you inspire me...and Bobbie 2...bless you my friends...life is good. and it will be even better when I get that wine!!!!!! My mouth is drooling thinking about it and the delicious fish dish that Rick will make with my olive oil!!!!

Bobbie,

The Lord knows your heart and he has forgiven you. Now you have to forgive yourself. I hope you have a good friendship with the new contact from church. Go dancing with him. It does not hurt. I am soo excited for you. Thanks for receiving our news of finding a lawyer with such enthusiasm. This has really calmed me down and I am dancing around the house, just a general good feeling. And you are right. Matthew 18:20 - Where two or three have come together in my name, I am there among them.

Let us continue to pray for one another. It doesn't take long and the Lord hears us and acts accordingly. I can feel the support coming from you, Homerx and others.

Homerx,

I am happy to hear that Chache is a bread winner as well. Way to go. We try to reduce our debt every month. It is a good cause. Thanks for watching the video again. I really appreciate your compliments.

You are both in my prayer list and no matter what, I will always pray for you as I pray for my family.

We are having a shortage of computer at home so I am writing from work and hope that the problem can be sorted soon. We were using Internet from Chris and Pascales but now they have moved and it will be a while before we get connected. We have a working lap top and that is what we are sharing with beloved husband. This is a temporal problem.

It is five minutes to close. Let me wind down until later.

Love you lots
Mson

own children. Can't go to bed without saying I love you and bless you with all good things.

More tomorrow.

Bobbie

Good morning, friends...its going to be a great day. The sky still looks cloudy, it has rained for 3 days on and off, but I LOVE it...bring it on! The dogs don't like to go out and if I have to clean up a mistaken poo a couple of times today then thats fine... ..but all in all I feel optimistic and happy, maybe its because I know Bobbies wine and olive oil are on the way and I am thinking of what kind of fish to make with the olive oil and what to have on the side...maybe asparagus or oriental rise... what goes good with fish yeah, the rise dish I think. Anyway, I hope all is going well with Mson and MA and Bobbie and I hope Lee is not messing with Bobbies heart and mind...
Chache actually let Ricky and I sleep threw the night last night, maybe thats another reason I feel rested.. Thank God for that because she has been wearing both of us out and neither of us have had a good nights sleep in weeks..also I worked out some yesterday, my elbow and knee feel much better so no more excuses...I have to get back into my work out routine, with inspiration from Mson and her jump rope! I hope you can get your computer back on line and I hope you all have a wonderful blessed day...
Peace and Love,Steve/homerX

with your encouragement and the Emoticons Homer.

Mson, good for you and BH. Just have to dig in your heels and keep in front of you what is truly important.

Bobbie

with your wonderful encouragement Homer. You are a great communicator.

So is Mson. Wow. The good that you do!

I tried to post a reply to the new Marijuina Debate Forum and it came back it was locked.

Well, I will post my opinion here.

A really good friend of ours for many years had developed cancer. He was in the hospital in New York and they gave him marijuina. He really helped alleviate his pain and suffering. He was a doctor. No problem with him getting this.

My brother's wife had cancer and was in such pain, you couldn't even sit on the side of her bed. When they could obtain marijuina, it really helped her. Problem was, they weren't able to get much. She was only 31 years old when she died.

They have a clinic set up near us and people are up in arms screaming their heads off against it. No problem getting alchohol or tobacco products. Trust me, they have chewing tobacco in every store within miles. Talk about a threat to oral cancer from using that stuff.

Somebody posted that one of the main reasons against being able to access marijuina is it cuts back on the huge profits from the pharmaceutical companies. Not too hard to see the connection with that one.

Bobbie

Bobbie...thanks for the reply...I am going to copy and past it to the Medical marijuana forum sense you had a problem with it, hope thats OK...and thank you, dear heart, for the kind words..you lift me up...I think your the best!!!

Thanks so much Bobbie and Homerx for your kind words to each other.

TESTING

Mson

Test worked!!!! We Love You,Mson!!!!

Last night I forgot that my brother Ken wanted to chat. I was doing my night reading and later gave beloved husband a massage and fell asleep from there. I wrote him this morning and told him I had no Internet which is also true even though I had access to the Internet. We'll try again later. It is April fool's day afterall.

I wore the high heel boots that Pascale gave me. Never again - they are going to the salvation army. I am getting old for these kind of shoes.

After work I went to catch the bus to meet beloved husband at our friend's house. The bus I wanted had just gone mbae and so I decided to wait for the next one at the corner of Douglas and Yates mbae the Scotia bank. It reminded me of my prostitution days.

Cody came mbae. I asked him if he knew Georgia. Georgia is this girl from the club. She was his ex. She had told me that if I see him, I should let him know to call her.

Then a young man came and he was talking to himself. I told him he seems to have a lot to say. He said yes he had a lot to say. He told me that he has done hard drugs for 16 years. He is 32. He was explaining to me how people like him are still respectable. My bus came and I gave him a hug. He escorted me to the bus. I told him I have AIDS which I got from sex. I got into the bus and he said goodnight and waved goodbye. I hope I was able to go get him out of his own small world.

Mson, that is the miracle that we posses ... I think the small encounters with strangers that we have leads us to touch there lives if not change them completely... ...good job, my angle...you are doing Gods work and it is amazing.
I could not help but laugh when you mentioned the high heels and how they were going to the salvation army... ... I know what you mean, although I have never worn high heels I have a leather pair of pants that I thought were so cool but now I hate them...we change with the years...its a good thing..