bulemic and obsessed with being skinny Posted: 02-14-08 17:43pm
Hi, I am 18, 5'3'', and my weight
fluctutes (weight removed by tinkinpink84)
and I need help. I am as bulimic as it
gets, I am so out of control. I can not go
one single day without throwing up. Nobody
knows except my ex-boyfriend. I am in
college so I get a buffet style meal
everytime and I will eat and eat and eat
and eat until I feel sickly full and my
stomach feels like it is ripping, I want
to stop so bad. I am out of control, I
have skipped classes to binge. I hate it
so much I would do anything to not be
bulemic but I am absolutely obsessed with
being skinny I lift up my shirt and look
at my tummy a good fifteen times a day and
I stand on the scale before and after I
eat and sometimes just to see, atleast 7
times a day, I actually have one in my
dorm. I have a huge fear of being even a
little chubby and I get so depressed after
eating a ton. I can not remember the last
time I didnt throw up for a whole day.
Please please help me, I want to do this
on my own and see if I can at first, at
the very least just cut down for a while
because 3-4 times a day is really wearing
on a college student. Help me please
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There are solutions, hold on Posted: 02-15-08 11:10am
Hi, there.
Welcome to the forum.
Realise that coming here and asking for
help, telling your story, is already a big
step. Now, you must believe that there is
hope and that you are not crazy. You are
ill and nee help - you will nee dot be
very strong. Stopping some habits is the
first thing to do; then, you should search
for some professional help, something that
suits you better.
You must do every meal every day, balanced
meals. And don't throw up. Don't.
