Hi, I am 18, 5'3'', and my weight fluctutes (weight removed by tinkinpink84) and I need help. I am as bulimic as it gets, I am so out of control. I can not go one single day without throwing up. Nobody knows except my ex-boyfriend. I am in college so I get a buffet style meal everytime and I will eat and eat and eat and eat until I feel sickly full and my stomach feels like it is ripping, I want to stop so bad. I am out of control, I have skipped classes to binge. I hate it so much I would do anything to not be bulemic but I am absolutely obsessed with being skinny I lift up my shirt and look at my tummy a good fifteen times a day and I stand on the scale before and after I eat and sometimes just to see, atleast 7 times a day, I actually have one in my dorm. I have a huge fear of being even a little chubby and I get so depressed after eating a ton. I can not remember the last time I didnt throw up for a whole day. Please please help me, I want to do this on my own and see if I can at first, at the very least just cut down for a while because 3-4 times a day is really wearing on a college student. Help me please